seperti yang tertera di atas, saya dengan ini menjemput semua rakan2 yang mungkin saya terlupa atau tidak sempat untuk memberi kad jemputan, untuk sama2 memeriahkan lagi majlis perkahwinan saya yang akan diadakan pada 13 disember 2008 di batu pahat, johor.. diharapkan dengan kehadiran kalian semua akan memberkati lagi majlis ini, insyaAllah..
silalah klik gambar di atas untuk membesarkan imej.. terima kasih..
i'm going to kangar tonite with miss N.. attending mazlina's wedding.. hehe terkejut? kebetulan nama kami sama, saya mazlina mahali, dia noor mazlina mahmod.. member masa kat brisbane, baik sangat and dia bakal menamatkan zaman bujangnya esok.. hehe, so i'm going to have fun this weekend.. nabil will fetch us at the kangar bus station and we'll leave to alor setar to "sama-sama memeriahkan lagi majlis ina and husband.." to ina, wish u the very best in your new world and saya doakan awak bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.. nanti insyaallah, saya upload gambar perkahwinan diorang.. tapi camera memang terlupa nak pinjam kat ayang, kamera saya mahariff pinjam tak pulang2, ntah wujud ke tidak lagi camera tu.. hish..
ye, seperti tajuk post ini, "30 hari lagi.." aku sekarang sedang membilang hari bahagia yang akan muncul.. cheh3x macam 30 hari mencari cinta pulak.. InsyaAllah, 30 hari lagi aku akan bergelar isteri kepada encik muhammad umar bin abdul razak. adakah aku sudah bersedia? ye, aku perlu bersedia sebagai isteri, menantu, kakak ipar dan mungkin juga sebagai seorang ibu apabila rezeki kami datang nanti.
sebenarnya aku agak gementar, walaupun sudah lebih kurang 4 tahun aku mengenali bakal suami ku.. dia bukan lah orang yang asing lagi dalam hidupku, dan oleh kerana itulah aku mungkin bersedia menjadi isterinya. tapi sebagai menantu dan kakak ipar, mungkin aku belum bersedia kerana walaupun telah mengenali keluarga alex (umar), kami jarang bertemu dan belum mesra kalau dibandingkan hubungan alex dan family aku. haih, aku berdoa semoga keluarganya dapat menerima aku seadanya. aku berharap tidak akan ada apa2 masalah seperti mana yang selalu orang gembar gemburkan tentang hubungan menantu dan mertua atau ipar duai. aku rasa, keluarga alex mesti orang yang baik2 sebab alex pun baik. mestilah dia baik sebab ajaran dari orang tuanya, kan? hehe.
aku juga bermohon semoga perkahwinan ku ini bahagia, akan kekal sehingga nyawa terpisah dari badan dan anak2 yang bakal lahir dari perkahwinan ini akan menjadi anak2 yang soleh dan solehah. amin.
kepada kawan2 dan sahabat handai, doakanlah kebahagiaan kami. saya juga ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk menjemput semua rakan2 untuk memeriahkan lagi majlis pernikahan kami yang akan diadakan pada 12 december 2008 di batu pahat, johor. resepsi di batu pahat pada keesokan harinya: 13 december 2008 dan resepsi di alor gajah pada 14 december 2008. kepada mereka2 yang tidak mendapat kad, jangan lah terasa hati, mungkin saya terlupa atau tiada contact number anda, InsyAllah, saya akan upload kad jemputan saya di friendster dan facebook.
keluarga? kawan? kerja? siapa yang lebih penting? semua orang akan cakap, of course lah keluarga lagi penting, but do they act like family is more important than friends or work?well, action speaks louder than words..
i have a lot of real life examples of this kind of people who regards family is more important than friends and work but they did not act like one. contoh yang paling ketara ialah bile parents datang rumah anak sekali sekala and anak die siap boleh keluar rumah jumpa kawan2 lepak2 minum and biarkan parents tu tunggu kat rumah.. contoh kedua ialah bile suami keluar rumah tiap2 malam for sports (which obviously good for health but still smoking buat ape kan??) tapi mengabaikan anak isteri yang berada di rumah dan contoh ketiga ialah apabila seorang suami ade dinner kat tempat kerja (yang kononnya tak boleh bawak anak isteri), die makan sedap2 tapi anak2 dan isteri die makan sardin jek kat rumah... tak ke kesian? kalau lah musibah menimpa kepada keluarga mereka masa tu (mintak2 jangan lah), ha sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian, bunuh diri je lah!!!
obviously, the three situations above are real tapi nama2 dirahsiakan atas sebab akan menjatuhkan imej. tapi yang peliknya ketiga-tiga manusia ini cakap family adalah segalanya, but don't act like it! pelik, pelik! alasan mereka kawan-kawan pun penting tapi masih tidak tahu menjaga hati keluarga, hati kawan terjaga rapi... berdosa kalau sakitkan hati kawan2, tapi afdhal kalau sakitkan hati keluarga agak nya kot!
takpelah, kepada mereka2 ini, yang boleh saya doakan ialah semoga mereka tahu betapa pentingnya keluarga lagi2 kalau anak2.. sebab bila mati, hanya tiga perkara yang Allah masih kira sebagai pahala iaitu; amalan baik, sedekah dan doa anak2 yang soleh... habis kalau ketua keluarga asyik takde kat rumah macam mane anak nak jadi soleh? jadi mat saleh boleh kot, lepas tu jangan complain kenapa anak tu terikut2 budaya barat...
tapi ade juga manusia yang memang betul2 devoted to family.. which i salute very much, kerja, kerja jugak, sampai tiap2 tahun naik pangkat. daripada jawatan kerani biasa boleh naik sampai area manager, tapi keluarga tak pernah diabaikan. kalau ade function kat tempat kerja, dia tak kan pergi kalau tak boleh bawak family. baik dinner, sports day or any other social functions, die mesti bawak anak2 and isteri die. die akan rase tak sedap hati kalau die je yang makan best2 tapi anak isteri makan biase je. naik je pangkat.. takde pulak kena potong gaji kalau tak attend dinner.. tapi sayang, anak2 die takde pulak nak ikut perangai die...
after considering all factors, i now understand that it is up to that individual themselves whether to choose family, friends or work... choices are in their hands, you can have it all, but must always remember that of all the three, family is more important because when you lose them, you will never get it back, for the other two; you can always find a replacement which maybe could be better! InsyaAllah.
i was so sad + worried + nak tampar orang + penat + sakit hati + geram...!!!! actually, adelah seorang hamba allah ni, telah memalsukan ic saya... die guna nama, alamat and no ic saya (gambar dlm ic tu je yang lain i.e muka dia) untuk membuat loan kereta from ambank. i had already have knowledge about this matter since 2004. my father had made a police report and asked ambank batu pahat to inform ambank in johor jaya about this thing. but being lembap as they are, this matter have not been settled for 4 years. abah had copy of the fake i.c but he misplaced it. we planned to get another copy of that fake i.c from ambank.
last friday, i went to jpj shah alam to renew my driving license but the officer there informed me that i cannot renew the license because my name was blacklisted. There was a summon on my name that had not been paid for almost 2 years. i was so shocked but then i asked the officer to give me the particulars of the summon. (i was still rational at this point of time). she then informed me that i was summoned at jb because i failed to show my driving license when asked by the authority and i failed to come to the court to settle the matter. i replied to her that i never drove in jb ever and asked her the plate no. of the car that 'i' drove. she informed it was JHE 5639.
what the h***, that is totally not my car or my family's cars because all our cars' plate no. are 5151. then, i remembered the incident in 2004 and told the officer about that matter. (masa ni air mata nak terkeluar dah tapi tahan jek).
that lady then cakap, saman tu dikeluarkan oleh jpj jb and only jpj jb je boleh clear my record, apa lagi, saya pun blah je lah.. but on the way to my car, i called ayang but i just said to him, "ayang, tolong" then terus letak phone sebab dah nangis2... sampai je kereta, ayang called me back and all the tears came out, i told him what happened that day... we were supposed to clean our house that saturday, but i had to go back to bp to settle the matter. so, i went back by bus from puduraya that saturday evening...
i made another police report on sunday, i was reffered to commercial crime department, and inspector anas took my sec 112 statement and transferred it to johor jaya's police station. he said that batu pahat's station has no jurisdiction to investigate the matter because the crime took place at johor jaya. ok fine, i know a little bit about this jurisdiction thing.. but why don't they transferred abah's report in 2004?? they should have made further action when abah had reported the matter back then.
on monday we (abah, mak and me) went out of the house early in the morning, had our breakfast and went to pejabat agama bp for the interview (biasela, kat johor, nak kawin kena interview dulu). but i forgot to check whether the other "mazlina" used my name to get marry here. takpe, nanti mak balik bp suruh mak check. we all bertolak dari bp about 10 am and sampai ambank johor jaya at about 12.15pm. we spoke to this one officer but he did not give any cooperation to provide us the copy of the forged i.c. we showed our police report, and i showed him my original birth certificate and my passport (to prove that i'm the genuine mazlina). instead, he said that he cannot give us any particulars because all the records have been centralized. bull shit!
for me, for a clear cut genuine case like this, the least the officer could do is to call the head office and inform them about this matter, and i'm sure they will fax the copy of the fake i.c. the officer insisted me to write a letter about this matter and he will forward the matter to the head office. luckily, abah asked me to prepare a letter before. i showed him the letter and like "ugut" dia that i will forward the letter to their head office. at that point of time, he was a little bit worried (it showed from his face) but then, he took my copy of i.c and passport, the copy of the police report and attached it together to the letter and promised us to fax the documents to the head office.
before we leave, i said that if i did not receive any news from the bank about this matter within 2 weeks, i will personally informed the matter to ambank head office and may consider to take action for negligence. (for your information, it is so easy to take a car loan from bank now, just give a copy of your i.c and salary statement, give it to the dealer, and they will settle anything else for you). i think that it is the bank's duty to personally meet their client before agreeing to approve any loans.
we then went to johor jaya police station in the hope that the i.o could settle the summon. inspector kamarul (the i.o) told us that he have no authority to cancel the summon and asked us to go to ipd traffic. so, we went there and asked them to cancel the summon, tapi lain pulak hal jadi, koperal kat situ cakap saman tu saman jpj and only jpj can cancel it. but, when the koperal checked his database, there was another traffic summon for "me" under "my car, JHE 5639."
that girl failed to report an accident with a taxi within 24 hours. huish, another problem pulak... i was then reffered to sarjan rambly. he took statement from me and promise to update me with his investigation. it was nearly 3.30 and we had to rush to settle with the jpj. we reached jpj jb at 4.15, and i was introduced to encik jelani, who then took my statement. so, i have already made 3 different statements of the same content within 24 hours time (lucky me...).
that officer then promised me that i can renew my license the next day if his superior satisfied that my i.c was forged by some other person. we went back to kl after having a big dinner at burger king. we reached kl at 9.30pm. yesterday, i called jpj jb and was told by en. jelani that i can renew my license which i already did. he told me that car is now blacklisted and any renewal 0f road tax could not be make. but i bet the car used fake road tax which they will never renew! in two weeks time, i'll call inspector kamarul and sarjan rambly to know the progress of the investigation.
actually, i just want them to clean my name and prevent any misuse of my identity. i don't mind kalau polis tak dapat tangkap that bitch but, if they do, i would love to slap her for causing so much difficulties in my life. i really hope that the police and the bank will take serious action for this. yet, i have to still report this matter to bank negara and check my kwsp status, bacause there's a lot she can do with the fake i.c and at the end of the day, i'm the one who suffers the consequences because of her action.
so, to all my relatives and friends out there, just be careful and please3x crossed any copies of your i.c, birth certificate or passport. just remember that, anyone can do anything beyond your imagination just by having possession of your photocopied i.d
last tuesday, i read one article in the newspaper stating that all the government agencies and banks must compulsarily buy this one machine that can detect fake i.c. which i presume is one good move. another good move that can be suggested or taken into consideration is, abolish i.c once and for all. just create a data base, which can be read only with matching thumbprint and we will never face any mistaken identity anymore. hope so.
actually, i'm afraid to have a credit card because only God knows what i will do when it is in my hand.. but i really need it now because... (feel that it's not important to state it here, only ayang knows and ayang, please don't tell anyone).
yeah, maybe Allah is testing me because it was so hard for me to receive a news from the bank saying that my credit card application is approved. i applied for it on 24th september which is before hari raya and next week it will be a month. i've contacted the credit card approval department and they said they need to confirm my office phone number.
the problem is that; i'm not always in my office because i need to go to classes and i'd explained this to them and they said that unless and until they can contacted me at my office number, they will not approve my application. but today i received a letter stating that the bank will close my application within 14 days if they do not hear anything from me. what the F###!!!
that bank really make my day worst today (after being told that my wedding invitation card that i was supposed to pick it up on wednesday still on printing). what the hell with all this malays anyway? (both the people i.e the bank officer and the wedding card sales assistant; i dealt with are malays). ha, mulalah nak kaitkan with malays pulak...
i really need to believe that Allah disallowed me to use a credit card so that i will not be angry... but please God, i need to use it now........... can someone who knows 'orang dalam' at cimb and ask them to approve my application? previously i can just ask abah to do it but now abah had retired.. what to do, berserah je lah........
don't know what to write... but still want to write... uish, bahaya ni.. kang ada yang melalut2 pulak... actually, i'm now in my office, alone marking the student's test and already feeling bored.. thinking of hiring part 5 or 6 student to mark the test of part 1 student.. lambat betul nk habis, pastu nak marking assignment pulak, 2 topic pulak tu... 200 scripts pulak tu.. hish menyesal suruh dorang buat individual assignment.. kalau tau, baik buat in group je... inilah kesilapan pertama sebagai pensyarah ni.. never mind, i should learn from mistake, so next semester i will not give too much assessment because at the end i'm the one who suffers the consequences.... so, anyone interested to mark my student's assignments and tests, please do come and see me at ... (hish, macam real pulak)
rasenya sudah sangat terlewat untuk post ini sebab hari ini sudah hari raya yang ke 8... hehehe, saya sangat bz untuk mengupdate blog sebenarnya... ni assignment and test student melambak2 tak mark lagi... hish...
oklah, saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya dan maaf zahir batin kepada sesiapa yang mengenali saya, especially to my family, ayang and my friends... teringat mase berhari raya kat brisbane tahun lepas... masak rendang ngan aza sampai pkl 3 pagi... hehehe, best pulak bile teringat raya kat sana... tp xpe, raya tahun ni pun best jugak sebab takdelah mak kena kemas rumah sorang2...
di kesempatan ini juga saye ingin mengucapkan tahniah kepada puan jamilah yang kini telah bergelar isteri... congratz jem, jeles tengok gambar2 nia, effa and itot kat blog koo-too... maz tak dapat nak pegi sebab nia ajak pun last minute, lagipun memang raya ke tiga tu family belah umar datang nak berbincang ape yang patut untuk persediaan perkahwinan bulan 12 ni... xpe, maz doakan jem bahagia hingga ke anak cucu dan hingga ke akhir hayat bersama suami tersayang... amin...
lastly, eid mubarak to all... semoga aidilfitri kali ini membawa seribu keberkatan.. amin..
hari ni saya dapat mc from klinik kat section 2 tu... pinggang saya sakit sangat semalam, so pegi check, doktor cakap tanda2 awal nak kena batu karang, but he advised me to drink a lot of water, atleast 3 liter per day... for two months continuously and he prevented me to take any sweet drinks...mak tolong... camne nak melantak teh tarik ni..????
dapat cuti sakit pun bosan gile dok umah, last2 skali pegi jugak ofis pkl 5 tadi... dapat jugak hilang boring and saje jek pegi lepas pkl 5 sebab sume orang kat faculty dah balik or sibuk nak beli juadah berbuka puasa... hehehe...
tapi yang bestnya ialah, sebelum pegi ofis tadi saya sempat melayan dvd, what happens in vegas... best siot cite tu.. hehehe, rase macam tak sabar pulak nak kawin... err... adakah terlari topic??? takpe2, sape2 yang belum tengok cite tu, pegiler tengok... ade sesiapa nak pinjam dvd ke..???
nway, saya baru lepas melantak pizza dominos ni... sangat kenyang, walaupun sakit, tetap berpuasa dan alhamdulillah tahan sampai petang... dekat bangunan cempaka ni, saya rasa saya jek yang tinggal sesorang ni, tibe2 rasa seram sejuk jek... hehehehe, takpelah, nak kuar kejap lah... kang pukul 8.30 dtg balik... malam ni ade kelas, replacement untuk kelas semalam cuti nuzul quran tu... hehe... esok kena bangun pagi plak, nak accompany student pegi ukm... hish, takpe2, dah jadi pensyarah ni, kenalah berkorban untuk kebaikan student ye tak..???
okies peeps, muahs... xoxo
wah baru je post blog teringin nak cuti in the mid week... hari ni permintaan tu telah dikabulkan... hari ni ialah cuti nuzul quran... alhamdulillah, dapat juga saya menikmati tidur yang lama hari ni...
tapi cuti pun saya ke ofis untuk mark test student... kalau mark kat rumah confirm ntah ape2 marks saye bagi kat dorang nanti, so kenalah fokus jugak... ni baru marking 10 scripts pun mcm nak muntah bace jawapan dorang, nasib baik mark test student law, so english dorang terror la sikit daripada my business student..
sambil2 marking boleh plak siap bukak lagu hisndustan kuat2, bukan nak berwirid ke ape ke bulan2 puasa ni, hish teruk betul lah cik mazlina ni... mcm mane nak develop ethical values to student ni.. hehe..
oklah, dah nak 4.30 ni, jap lagi nak kuar nak pegi one utama nak buka puasa dengan my darling ayang kat restoran peranakan, huish asam pedas die gile kaw... tak sabarnye nak berbuka... orang2 kat brissy sure dah kenyang gile skang ni... takpe2 sabar je la ye mazlina, 3 jam je lagi nak buka puasa...
i will have two interviews next week, one on monday and one on tuesday... apelah dah lantik jadik pensyarah pun nak kena ade interview2 ni... the thing i hate the most is that i have to cancel my class that morning, sekarang ni nak buat replacement class susah sangat, tambah2 puasa... student semua guna alasan nak sembahyang tarawih if i want to do the class at night.
anyway, the first interview which is on monday is the mock teaching interview, where i have to teach in front of several other lecturers who will pretend to be my students. and of course after that they will ask me several questions on the topic i present.
the second interview is going to be a bit tough where i'm going to be judged by uitm's officer from bahagian perjawatan who will determine whether i'm qualified to be a lecturer here or not.. they will ask about current issues and my opinion on that. i think they will surely raise the issue of whether uitm should be open to non-bumi and non-malay... huish, still searching for the right answer...
mahathir (my brother) told me that the two interviews are just for formality... they will surely take me as the lecturer because they have invested so much money when i did my master's degree at australia. i hope what mahathir told me is true, and i do not have to worry so much on this interviews thing... wish me luck for the interviews peeps....
this evening i have buka puasa date with kak ejay and ija at secret recipe at sogo... its been a long time since i last saw kak ejay and miss her so much... at least i met ija last month... susah betul nak jumpe dengan penolong pengarah insolvensi ni... ok peeps, it's almost 3p.m and i have to go to this ceramah by an ustaz from pusat islam... time to sleep..... hikhikhik... so naughty eh mazlina... till then.... xoxo
tadi mase on the way pegi kelas pukul 10, ade sorang student tegur aku...
"awak, baik awak pakai kad matric, pak guard tengah saman student tak pakai kad matric.."
aku pun ye kan jelah... mestilah die tak tau aku ni lecturer... and that shows how young i look...!! (sempat perasan jap ni)
nak dijadikan cerita, aku dengan selamba jalan depan pak guard tu. apa lagi, pak guard tu pun menahan aku dan dengan lagak sombong die pun tanya aku, "mana matric card?"
pastu aku jawablah aku lecturer baru kat sini belum dapat matric card. tapi entah macam mana pak guard tu leh tak percaya, die siap tanya aku balik;
"betul ke ni? dah dapat no staf?" aku jawab dah, pastu die mintak no staf aku, aku pun bagilah. lepas tu die siap leh keluarkan walkie talkie die mintak kawan die check kan kat data base ade tak nama aku... huish, pak guard ni betul2 buat aku naik hangin ni...
then kawan die pun reply nama aku, pak guard tu mintak i.c aku untuk pastikan akulah mazlina mahali. gile lah pak guard tu... aku pun keluarkan i.c aku and die belek2 jugak dekat 10 saat untuk pastikan aku lah yang bernama mazlina mahali tu...
lepas dah puas hati, dia mintak maaf and bagitau aku nampak macam student. lepas tu aku pun reply dengan selamba, "lain kali jangan ingat semua orang pembohong" dan dengan elegan nya aku pun blah...
moral of the story: cepat2lah buat staf card mazlina!!!
it's 5.45p.m and i'm still at my office... marking business law's test for my business student... suddenly, i realized that i am so tired... so, blogging is the best way to overcome this problem of tiredness.. (actually, sleep or eat are two best thigs that u can do when u r tired, but none of those could be done now..)
i just read tun mahathir's blog and i find it interesting when he wrote about too many holidays in malaysia... i personally like holidays, which mean i have the oppurtunity to rest after 5 days of long hard working... i experienced the hardship of working and i cannot stop staying at the office because there are too many things that are pending and need my utmost attention... and sometimes i wish that there is a holiday in the mid weekdays, somewhere in wednesday or thursday...
sometimes the tense is so high and i barely noticed the time has passed so fast that it was already 6 or 7 pm... but yet i still have so many things to be settled on that day... i think that's why i need a holiday especially a long holiday... i have no real holidays since i came back from australia. every day is full with loads of work and weekend is busy with the wedding preparation. i need a rest of one or two weeks so that i can put things to its normal conditions. but i'm restrained by the fact that i have 13 days of rest day and have to use it totally for hari raya holiday and my wedding leave... hish, this uitm memang tak kasik i rest langsung... never mind, it's going to be a few months before next year and next year i'm entitled to 30 days of annual leave... tak sabarnya...!!!
however, i also realized that too many holidays will make things worst especially when we are developing country... like tun's said, developing country like malaysia cannot afford too many holidays in order to achieve the status of developed country by 2020... if we are slower than the developed country, then we cannot catch their development... therefore, we have to be efficient... yeah2, theoratically i support his proposition but practically and personally, i am of the view that people need rest and how long it is, it does not matter as long as you finish your work on time...
on this point i want to refer to ayang's blog where he posted one article about a workaholic employee who died on his table at the office but no one noticed about it until 5 days later. yeah, why work hard when no one have ever take notice...!!! so, do things moderately! (but i still regard myself as workaholic.... which explain why i am still at the faculty when nobody are still around) argh!!! and correct me if i'm wrong; i think holidays is a must........ how long it is?? i think i would depends on each particular individual to interpret it....
selamat berpuasa to all... yeah i know this is a bit late but i have no time at all to update my blog.. cheh, bace blog orang lain ade masa pulak... no, actually i don't know what to write... but this past few days were quite hard to me... yelah, u have to teach during puasa... kering tekak den.... selalu lepas kelas leh je minum air untuk hilangkan rasa kering tekak, but now have to be patient for buka time...
today is the worst, i woke up for sahur. i bought chinese fried rice the night before for sahur, but then it cannot be eat... sedih sangat sebab nasi dah basi... dah lah takde stock makanan kat bilik tu, housemate pulak jenis tak bangun sahur, air mineral pun tak beli, nak jerang air, kettle pulak takde kat rumah tu... last2 mazlina bersahur dengan air paip je pagi tadi... tawakal je lah walaupun tahu air kat selangor ni tak bersih, jangan kena cirit birit sudahle... apalah malangnya nasib saya hari ni... ya.. Allah sentiasa menguji hambaNya yang disayangi...
lepas ni memang kena beli roti je lah and jangan lupe beli air mineral......
hi peeps... today i woke up at 12.30p.m... but i slept at 4 am yesterday... really, i miss my subuh prayer today... hish, ape nak jadik dengan mazlina ni...!!
i did a good thing today which is i kemas mahathir's house... sebenarnye mak yang suruh sebab mak kata nanti kak jun penat balik dari alor setar tgk rumah bersepah pulak... mak cume suruh sapu2 jek, but terlebih rajin, i washed addin and adriana's cloth, lipat baju yang bersih, and iron kan baju sekolah dorang... hehehe, baguslah aunty maz ni... erkkk.. aunty maz ke kak titit....??
never mind, then i went to fetch them at puduraya. hari ni jalan sangat jem... it took me 1 hour 45 mins to puduraya from bandar sri permaisuri, which suppose to be just 20 minutes drive. hish, bile lah jem kat kl ni nak reda..? rasenye kalau parti pembangkang memerintah sekali pun takkan dapat meredakan jem kat kl ni... kalau boleh jamin jem kat kl ni reda, saye rela pangkah dorang... opps mazlina, watch ur language...!!
opps, actually the thing is i want to tell u guys about the recent movie i watch at midvalley just now.. it's the cheeky wall-e... hehehe, serious cheeky gile.. i salute the idea of having a cartoon without a dialogue.. (even though there are dialogues that involved the captain of the space ship). seriously, i can feel the robot's feeling even though there are no dialogue and in reality robots do not have feelings...
the director managed to pleased the audience by the robots expression, we can feel that the wall-e do have human's feeling such as love, kindness, helpful etc.. but i seriously don't want the earth to be as in the movie... from now on please recycle ur waste, i don't want the earth to be a place for garbages and not human or other living things.
i should buy the cd and ask addin and adriana to watch... i bet they can understand the movie. erk.. ke nak mintak kat yaser jek... camne nak mintak? yaser kat brisbane, nak suruh die send file pun, file movie besar sangat... hish, ni yang rindu kat brisbane sebab boleh download movie sesuka hati jek... yase, help me!! jap2, kat malaysia kan banyak pirated cd... baru lima ringgit, plus i'm not a fan of copyright law and never will (except when i have written a book and will get angry if my student photocopy it).
anyway, last friday one of my student text me and want to confirm me about their class' presentation. i replied that the presentation is fixed on the 27th. then, he or she replied that he or she will have mooting stuff to do, then i replied "that's not my problem". oh, please advice me, is that the right thing to do... i know i should support the faculty's extra curicullar activities but at the same time i do not want my student to skip classes and miss the presentation... my personal opinion is that no matter what, class comes first... please help me...
u know u love me... xoxo...
sangat bosan tahap cipan malam ni sebab tak tau nak buat ape... right now i'm at mahathir's house, alone... sebab mahathir and his family balik alor setar... hish, kalau ayang ade kat kl ni leh ajak gi jalan2 ke, layan movie kat wayang ke, lepak mamak ke.. astro plak balik2 asik cite same jek... xpe2, jap lagi mandi, pastu layan hancock jap, then layan lah ape2 movie dlm external hard disc tu... ingat nk ajak ayep pi tgk susuk ke, wall-e ke... hish mamat ni ade dinner plak kat pwtc...
anyone... please help me!!!
actually the plan is my parents nak datang but tak jadik plak sebab tak tau my stuff leh lepas tak custom clearance isnin ni... hish pening2.... ni yang jeles kat miss N ni sebab die still tak report duty lagi, duduk jek umah tunggu barang sampai... xpelah, nak buat camne, dah kena panggil mengajar, kalau dapat relaks 2-3 weeks kan best...
isnin ni kena pi perasmian majlis wacana artikel 153 lah pulak, perasmian by raja muda perlis... haih... for me artikel 153 tu dah tetap yang orang melayu and bumiputra ade hak istimewa, tak perlu dah nak persoalkan.. (now i'm glad to be malay). yeah, maybe dorang ni dah tak tahu nak cakap pasal ape kot... sebab tu sibuk nak sentuh pasal hak istimewa orang melayu...
ok2.. jom mandi... ade orang nak join...??? oppsss mazlina, watch ur language! till then, u know u love me...
someone told me that i have to choose the right words to put in my blog so that i will not offence others who read it... yeah, in some point that is so true and i have to be careful in choosing my words to express anything that i think should be pointed out... but in some other way, i think my blog is the least offensive blog compared to other blogger... many of my topics are only my experience or something that could not change the world at all... but right now i am trying to find something interesting to write on... i'm not really a fan to current issue which ayang loves to write, but i love to read his blog though...
talking about choosing the right words, i remember this one hindi movie 'salaam namaaste..' (hehe, now u all know how big fan i am to bollywood stuff). there is this one couple who always fight just because they choose the wrong word to describe others. one ocassion is when the wife asked whether she has gained weight. the husband then replied that 'if u gain weight 2-3kg, it won't give any effect.' opppsss.... then you know it urself; they started arguing....
i think the right words or sentence i would say is 'i still love u even though u r gaining weight' or 'i like you just the way u look...' yes, man have to learn about woman psychology before they get married and vice versa... but man are not so sensitive when woman hurt him by words, they will get hurt when the woman left him or the woman cheat on him... on the other hand there are so many things that man should understand about woman... i think 20 years of marriage also cannot assure whether a husband can understand his wife....
ok peeps... watch ur words.... it become action, watch ur action, it become habit... (amik from blog amy.. jgn marah amy..) till then, u know u love me...
yeah... at last i have a chance to watch the mummy yesterday with ayang at tgv sunway pyramid... it was a last minute plan. i asked ayang whether he can make it yesterday and i was so glad that he did make it....
we watched the movie at 6.30p.m... the movie was fantastic i would say, but the heroin is not the same from the last sequal; maybe because they have to change the role. this time around, it is after 15 or 20 years from the last sequal. their son have grown up... but glad other role were played by the same actors... the story is about a mummy in China, he was a great but mean emperor, he killed his own general just because the general slept with the woman he has interest with (michelle yeoh). Then after some time, there is this one group who want the emperor to rule China again, make an effort to wake the emperor up for an eternal life and their effort comes into reality... but lastly, the O'Conner's family managed to kill the emperor with the help of michelle yeoh (who have been guarded the eternal pool with her daughter for almost 2000 years)... to whoever who have not watch the movie, please do so... actually the reason why i really want to watch the movie is because of the hero, brendan fraser... hehe, like the hairstyle so much!!! but really, it was worth watching...
after we watched the movie, we had our dinner at secret recipe where i had my lasagne and ayang had his chicken cordon bleu... we also had our chocolate walnut brownie.. hehe, ayat ini adalah untuk menjeleskan mereka2 yang berada di brisbane... hehehehe, xpe2 korang balik nanti, makan puas2 ok...
ok peeps, have to go back, it's 6.30pm already, and horror gak tinggal sorang2 kat fac ni... hihi!!
till then, u know u love me....
since i came back to malaysia, i haven't update anything in this blog.. it will be a month tomorrow, and i've started working for 3 and a half week today... i have no rest lately, even though it's mid term break now, but i have to prepare for the test questions, assignment topic and have to read more on international humanitarian law because i'm supervising undergraduates for their research paper on that topic; and know what, i myself is quite blur on humanitarian law... this topic should be given to ikmal hisham; cepat lah balik chip!!!
last weekend was the most tiring weekend for me... there was this alumni homecoming program and on saturday, me, ayang, kak ju, umi and cik yang chik formed a team and did the explorace. we managed to finish all the check points (althogh we were not the winner). the checkpoints were all over uitm shah alam campus and driving is not allowed at all. we were only allowed to walk or run... hahaha, of course lah we all walk kan?? but, walking all around uitm which most of it are 'berbukit bukau' was so like damn tiring and the best part was that i wore jeans!! good attire for explorace i would say... lucky that i made a right judgment to wear sport shoe or else... mau terkehel kaki!! the explorace finished at almost 2 pm, ayang and i bought our lunch and i slept at my office... ayang went to ipin's wedding together with batod and babat... i slept for almost 2 hours and woke up because it was so freezing... hehehe, dalam air cond kan!
i heard someone's voice from the outside. i went to look whose voice because i'm waiting for the kerani to give me all the lucky draw's present for sunday's event at the faculty. it was 4pm then and i was quite worried if the they did not turn up and lucky it was the kerani. they gave me the lucky draw presents and i just waited for ayang to come back to uitm. and lucky ayang didn't take a long time to pick me up... we went for dinner at santai near taman tasik permaisuri...
the next day (sunday), it was the faculty's event for the alumni homecoming, and sadly not many turned up even the lecturers.. the thing is, you are the alumni of the law faculty, and you did not turn up, then you expect someone else who are not the lecturers to turn up, what the H***!!! i was the MC for the event and i feel like stupid talking in front of just 20 ++ people there... but i still salute lecturers who are not alumni yet still have time to support the event. to whoever who feel that they are uitm's graduates and proud to be it but still do not support any of uitm's program especially for alumni, please consider yourself nothing. i'd rather salute lecturers who are not uitm's graduates but support all the faculty events... but special thanks to MPP secretariat and law society... they really helped me a lot... the best part of being a lecturer is that u can ask anything from your student and they are always thare to help you...
ok stop about the alumni homecoming.. i was so busy lately, with my classes, preparation for the class, readings and all lecturer's stuff i.e meetings, seminar and many more... dating pun sekejap2 jek... nak beli barang hantaran pun tak sempat lagi ni... i'm expecting my stuff from brisbane to arrive this week... and penat lagi because have to pick up the stuff and bring it to kak roy's house. lucky it is mid term break now, so can come to office a bit late but still have to complete the 36.5 hours 'keberadaan' at faculty... so, just prepare for the classes, mid term test, assignments and presentation for the students. hopefully i can finish it before saturday because i am hoping to spend more time for dating... mcm lama gile tak tengok wayang!!!
actually i want to continue with the NZ trip, melbourne and sydney's vacation with abah and emak but my external hard disc is with ayang and all the photos are inside it. so, unless and until i get back my hard disc, i cannot update on the trips, till then peeps, u know u love me....
hai peeps... rindu gile nak update blog. M baru balik dr sydney and melbourne... abah and mak pun dah ade kat rumah M ni... td masak untuk dorang lauk biase2 jek, tp abah puji sedap... hehehe, sudah boleh kawin abah kate... ok2, M nak sambung cite pasal pegi NZ aritu, lepas je dunedin, kitorang ke te anau tido semalam kat sane... then the next morning (24th june) we all ke milford sound... that morning, on the way to milford sound, we all dapat merasa snow... sume mcm jakun gile2 sebab baru first time nampak snow.. termasuklah saye... cruise kat milford sound tu mcm bosan, tp bile cruise tu dekat dengan waterfall sume cam berebut2 nak kena air.. gile sejuk tp nak jugak pegi dekat2 dengan waterfall tu... tapi milford sound tu memang cantik gile lah... anyway, korang saksikanlah sendiri photo2 we all yang memang sume cun2 lah... (hahahaha, apalah M ni puji diri sendiri.. eh bukan diri sendiri, kami berenam...)
me and donna, waiting for the bus to milford sound
bergaya dengan snow...
milford sound yang sgt cantik...
sgt suke gambar ni...the trip was so awesome... joined the trip: jem, nabil, nia, zai, donna and me... we leaved brisbane on the evening of 20th june 2008 but that day was a very tiring day for me... i submitted my research paper at the morning and started packing that morning too.. then jem, zai, nia and me went to immigration dept to get our visa label... rushed back home, i had my 2 hours sleep before leaving the house...
our trip was like a challenge one... there were so many challenges that we had to face... the first one was of course 'the cab problem.' the company suddenly called and told that the cab cannot make it to sent us to brisbane airport... we were like so panic but luckily yase and syed were there to help... jem then forgot to tell donna that their car is approaching the city and donna pun tertinggal lah... so, donna went to the airport by train... nasib baik jugak sempat sampai... when we checked in at the counter, the staff told us that the flight might landed at auckland instead of christchurch.. it was too foggy to land at christchurch airport... but the plane managed to land there with little bit of 'terhentak..'
jem then called ayu and we waited for her for almost 45 minutes... but it was not a long wait because we were very excited taking pictures at the airport and eating the biscuits... so damn lapar that time... lucky there was a restaurant (denny's) that opens 24hours and i had my cajun fish for $18.90.. damn expensive...
new zealand international airport.. almost 1am... but still so fresh..
in front of the backpackers... gile gaya minah rempit
depan public phone pun jadik...
steepest street in the world...
new zealand's first ranking to shoot a photo... biase jek tgk railway station ni..
centre of dunedin..
NEW ZEALAND is so AWESOME...
really enjoyed all the activities...
can't wait to go back to brisbane to upload all the pictures and make everyone jealous... hahahaha... right now at black sheep backpackers, queenstown at 6.06 p.m... so tired and jet boating was awesome too...
Here in brisbane i've learned a lot from things that happened to me which of course sometimes hurts a lot. But there are also things that i've learned from a lot of enjoyable moments.
When my assignments were due and I've not done it in my best ability; I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life goes on, and it will be better tomorrow
When I called abah and emak and my tears suddenly dropped; I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when you're far away from them
When I work as part time house attendant; I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making the life'
When I forgave someone so special in my heart here; I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance
When I made decision to stay at home and did my assignments instead of having fun; I've learned that whenever i decide something with an open heart, i usually make the right decision
When i slipped at the library's stairs and i felt so pain; I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one
When I did my assignments and found new things that i don't ever know or have any idea of it; I've learned that I still have a lot to learn
When I was sitting alone and think about all my friends here who are deary to my heart and whom I will leave; I've learned that friendship and memories are precious and cannot be traded.
When my friends surprised me with the birthday party; I've learned that people will not forget how you made them feel
When my heart was too painful and I can't barely handle it; I've learned that there is always someone who is willing to cure the pain
When I felt happy and wanted to do extraordinary things; I've learned that it is more fun to share it together
When I needed help; I've learned that there is always helpful hand
AND LASTLY, I've learned that I cannot run away from weaknesses but I have to fight it and if that be so, why not now and at where I stand........
Specially dedicated to abah and emak; my family; ayang and all my friends here in brisbane....
Love you all so much.........................
one research more mazlina... come on... chaiyo!chaiyo! aja2 fighting!!! hahaha, sape yang tak tgk full house mesti tak tau ape aja2 fighting tu... hikhik... i will submit my resarch paper this friday, but trying to finish the research by wednesday because thursday ade BBQ party at umah nisa and aini... eiii, x sabarnye... pastu friday i'll fly to NEW ZEALAND... NZ, wait for me!!!
eiii, tak sabarnye nak main2 snow... pastu amik2 gambar kat christchurch yang amatlah cantik scenery die, kalau ade mase, nak pegi tempat dorang shooting LOTR tu, mesti gile cantik.... i'm actually counting the day for 20th june because dah habis semua assessment for this semester... opss, ape plak this semester, for the whole LLM ni.. insyaAllah, i will be graduating on 18july, depends on my result.. harap2 semua ok and takde sangkut2 paper.. gabra jugak because result keluar 3rd july masa tu kat sydney... ya allah, perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini, berikanlah aku keputusan yang cemerlang dalam pelajaranku AMIN...
really hope everything will go as i plan it to be. abah and emak will arrive at sydney's airport and i will meet them early in the morning at sydney airport.. then 3rd july result keluar, kalau lepas semua alhamdulillah sangat2 and boleh bercuti with abah and emak dengan hati yang lapang.
semalam saya tengok 'a moment to remeber,' nangis2 sampai bengkak2 mata... sangat sedih cite tu... macam mane lah orang nak hidup without memory.. memories are something so precious that someone will not ever trade for whatever... haha, unless dalam cite paycheck tu, leh lak die sanggup erase memory die... then pas jek tengok a moment to remember tu, time2 nak tido tibe2 saya terfikir yang hari khamis ni will be the last day for me to see several people which are my good friend here in brisbane, they are aini, nisa and ina... yang lain tu insyaAllah balik dr melbourne ade masa lagi nak jumpe dorang...
couldn't wait to go back to malaysia.. but really sad sebab nak tinggalkan kawan2 kat sini terutama aini and nisa... they are the closest friend lately... 22 june dorang nak balik malaysia untuk bercuti2 malaysia... and that means this thursday i will be seeing them for the last time until july 2009... uish, lame tu, mesti rindu gile nak xoxo ngan dorang... to aini and nisa, i will miss the time we spent together especially pegi australia zoo tu.. then lunch sama2 masak mee goreng, buat popiah and kek tu... then makan2 kat curry connection, xoxo ngan nabil skali... hahaha, really2 gonna miss that yaar (yaar in hindi best friend).... walaupun baru sekejap jek kenal korang perasaan nak berpisah nanti hari khamis ni mesti syahdu yang amat2.... hish, nanti kite spent time betul2 khamis ni walaupun ramai orang akan datang... pedulik hape, biar dorang layan diri dorang sendiri... hikhikhik..... sangat kejam saye ni..
and for several people below... love u all...
1. to H yang dah 2 weeks sy x jumpe ni, argh, maybe thursday ni pun last kite akan spent time together2, nanti maz balik dr melbourne, abah ngan mak ade, so, xleh lah nk spent time together2...
2. same goes to itot... pasni itot keja sorang2 ek... mesti rindu nak buat coffee and makan timtam together2 mase buat keja.... pastu rindu nak lepak2 krispy kreme together2 sambil memandang sume orang yang lalu kat luar krispy kreme tu... hehehe
3. to miss L and shu, thank you for being such a good friend, will miss u a lot too...
4. to jem, walaupun maz tak rapat sangat ngan jem, u r my favourite friend too, maybe kite akan spent time 10 precious day kat NZ ok.. nanti kite amik gambar sama2 banyak2 kat NZ.
5. to azaziah (who is right now sampling at india), really gonna miss the time mase kite jadik housemate tu... masak rendang and pasta untuk hari raya sampai pkl 4 pagi... then tgk movie sama2 kat hall umah alexandria court sambil ber YM2... argh... nak meleleh dah air mata ni...
6. to ina, nabil and little S.. yeah, again walaupun kite taklah rapat sangat because masing2 bz, but i will remember u all... to nabil, NZ is waiting for us...
7. to amy and family.. walaupun maz baru jek rapat2 ngan family amy this semester, really have to admit that amy memang baik sangat, lembut sangat2, amy marah pun tak mcm marah.. jeles kat amy sebab amy ade insyirah yang leh buat muke comel kalau amy tension2... argh cepatlah kawin and nak dapat baby ni...
8. to latape and hezmee, yeah maz pun baru baik ngan korang sem ni... cepat jek mase berlalu. latape, thanks for ice skating moment; will not forget your aksi peluk mamat kat ice ring tu... to hezmee, thanks for the broncos moment... really had fun and enjoy the night...
9. to emma, hilmi and mel... will not forget u all too... especially mase kite spent time same2 kat harbour town, surfer's, then pegi ice skating, makan2 kt underwood then tgk game broncos... hehehe... byk gak 'a moment to remember' kite ek...
10. to kak faza and kak yan, thanks lah sebab berjaya jadi sis yang best kat sini.. all ur food sume sedap2... kak faza: teringat masa kite habiskan duit membeli2 perfume kat indooroopilly; then habiskan duit beli pinggan mangkuk plak... aduis... thanks sis, love u and will miss u so much, pasni maz tak rase lah kuih buah melaka aka onde2 kak faza buat, tak sempat nak belajar buat pun...
10. and lastly to aini and nia... thanks for being my housemate, aini: thanks lah sebab selalu jugak masak2 kan maz lauk yang sedap... to miss N; thanks sebab selalu teman saya makan... boring woo kalau makan sorang.... kite akan spent time together2 masa kat NZ nanti yek..
malaysia.... will see u on 21st july.......................
hi peeps... it's too late for this post actually. as u guys know, i was so damn busy doing my take home exam. alhamdulillah dah siap and trying to finish the other one but really tgh so stress right now.. so, the best thing u should do when u r stress is either eat or sleep... but i had done both of of them and still stress out, so without feeling guilty, i think it's better for me to update about my activities last week (before the take home exam's questions is out)... hehehe
last weekend, (3oth, 31st may and 1st june) i went to three historical events.. cheh3x.. poyos jek. on the night before ayang's birthday; which is on 30th may, i went to suncorp stadium to watch brisbane broncos vs paramatta eels (eh betul ke ek?? betul kot).. it is a rugby game; which previously i used to hate because my brother ayep was so fanatic with rugby and rugby player is so busuk maa... tak tahan kalau dekat die, tak hygene langsung... hahahaha...
the game was very interesting, exciting, suspend and so like berdebar2 and byk lagilah perasaan yang ade mase tgk game tu.. i learnt about it from non other than miss H yang explain how they got their point... barulah tau TRY tu ape maksudnye dlm rugby... anyway, brisbane broncos (team yang we all support menang 26-22).. sangat best x terkata coz it was a last minute try... walaupun reece robinson yang ku cintai tak buat try pun, but really jatuh cinta dengan hot body die... sunguh menarik and mengancam... hahahaha, sempat lagi tu... tulah sape suruh tayang body depan i, i dahlah suke that mamak2 face... hehehe, gugur iman beb tgk mamat tu...
people who also went to the game was our mr. captain, hezmee; others were latape, anjas, hilmi, yase, emma, mel, miss H, miss N and me myself. we went to the stadium by train from toowong to milton, then had to walk about 10 minutes to the stadium.. saye, miss H and miss N pakai baju yang sama yang we all beli at K-Mart couple of weeks before the game (punyalah semangat). diorang ajak lagi pegi tgk game broncos this coming friday, but really sorry guys; memang tak dapat nak join because have to finish my research.. Miss N leh lah pegi, die dah antar report; status YM die asik "hari bermalas-malasan" jek... jealous gile saye... ok peeps, this are some of the photos that were taken before, during and after the game...
at toowong station; miss N, me, miss H and miss Mel
ramai2 luar suncorp stadium.. konon2 tunggu yase, tp sume bergambar sakan gile...
girls only.. posing gediks... ahaks.. tp M, H and mel x cukup gediks..
dah masuk stadium, but belum sampai seat lagi...
at our seat.. 5th from the front, before game start...
bile game dah start and semua sangat excited
after the game when everyone is so happy like crazy...!!!
M alone.. before keluar stadium...hi peeps... uish, rase dah lama benar tak update blog ni... june ni belum update lagi blog. i was so busy lately doing my take home exam, monday ni lagi satu take home exam, then my research paper plak.. xpe2 mazlina... sikit lagi nk habis pastu leh enjoy...
enjoy?? yeah sebelum balik malaysia boleh lah enjoy. pg new zealand, sydney, melboune and gold coast, then convocation (insyaAllah)... but then bile dah balik malaysia mesti tak enjoy... what? tak enjoy jumpe family and orang tersayang?? no... that's not what i mean. memang rindu dengan family and orang2 tersayang kat malaysia, but mengenangkan malaysia mcm huru hara dengan pemerintahan pak lah, rase macam baik stay kat australia je. dahlah harga minyak naik mendadak, saya baru nak start keja... aduis... mesti kering poket isi minyak jek... baru berangan nak beli honda civic tu... mcm kena kuburkan jek angan2 tu... rase mcm nak tukar pakai kelisa balik jek... ayep, bak balik keta kelisa aku...
i really miss tun M's time. even though ramai yang tak suka die but obviously he's better than pak lah and his son in law, the so called KJ... ade yang lepas ni support pembangkang plak ni... drpd seorang yang support UMNO and BN, it is possible if i become the core and fanatic supporter of opposition just because the current PM of Malaysia is so damn ...
dah lah stop pasal this nonsense things going on in malaysia... i was about to update my experience last friday (30th may) - went to watch broncos' game... but after reading tun mahathir's blog, i'm now afraid to go back to malaysia. yeah, if we compare price of oil between malaysia and australia, memang malaysia lagi murah. but australia is not an oil producing company and further, their income per capita is high... imagine, saye yang keja sebagai awek cleaner ni pun leh earn almost aud 300 p.w and that is almost rm900++ per week... one month would be rm 2700... tu baru keja cleaner... belum jadik lawyer kat sini... mau gaji kat 20 - 30 k sebulan...
hish, rase mcm nak terus sambung PhD je terus.. tp xde duit.. ape nak buat, dah makan duit rakyat, so kenalah serve rakyat... so, kenalah balik dan mengajar anak2 bangsa. but saye akan mengajar anak bangsa supaya pemimpin akan datang tidak akan sedungu and sekejam pak lah... hope malaysia will go back as glorious as before... before pak lah became our PM....!! to ayang, i'm now declaring that i am free party citizen... x support mane2 pun...
never mind... esok lah i update gambar2 broncos game and australia zoo's visit... even though mcm dah lambat... now nak start doing my research... and i'm going to compare governance of state-owned enterprises in malaysia and new zealand. and ni termasuklah governance of petronas, which belong to the government. no doubt that petronas make profits but where do the profits go..? dare to guess..??? hahaha... till then... hehe, post ni tak sesuai untuk xoxo... esok2 lah kite xoxo ek..??
Ayang,
just want 2 wish u happy birthday.... sorry for not being there for u... but i hope u have a wonderful day today... and i know u got ur big present today, the wrk 159... ur lovely purple persona... nanti saye balik awk jemput ngan persona awk ek.. hehe...
ok yang, again happy birthday..
really2 sad right now... *nangis*... i thought the gift that i sent was so nice that he will be so grateful to have me.... but instead he was so busy with work and forget to express his thoughtful thanks in a way that he always did. he had always called me to wish how thankful he was for something special i did for him. but not this year... i had to call him and the conversation ends with me crying.... yeah, this is what will happen when u love someone so much.......... thanks for the nice talk....
alamak, dah master pun ade kuiz2 ke... aparaaaa... close book plak tu, hish dah lame betul tak menggunakan skill menghafal cases and provisions nih, tahun lepas mase LLB (Hons) terror ah... ni bile dah amik master ni, asik buat opinion writing yang mmg books, articles and journal base, dah lupe dah skill menghafal. hish, mcm mane saye boleh manghafal dengan cepat dulu2 ek... mase exam siap tak bukak statute pun tau that provision pasal ape2, nak2 bile deal ngan National Land Code, Companies Act and Civil Procedure Code... kenapalah susah sangat nk memorize skang ni... hish UQ ni kate tak nak encourage memorizing etc... but ade gak subject yang kena memorize ni, hish kalau lah kuiz esok ni bukan 30%, dah lame buat sambil lewa jek... argh, help me.......!!!!!!! u know u love me.... M....
wuiyoo... lama gile tak update blog... rindu plak nak blogging. tp masa amatlah tidak mengizinkan saye untuk berceloteh2 dalam blog ni... ni saat2 kritikal saya sebagai student master kat brisbane ni.. 3 assignments due next week... then another 2 take home exams are waiting for me in june and finally my research paper on governance of state owned enterprises: comparative study between malaysia and new zealand will have to be submitted on 20th june... aduis...
dahlah minggu ini adalah minggu yang sangat tension buat saye... ingatkan boleh lah buat assignment dengan tenang tanpa sebarang masalah, rupe2nye langit tu tak sentiasa cerah.. kadang2 Allah menduga kesabaran kite tanpa diduga. ya, saya bersyukur kerana bersabar dengan masalah yang telah ditetapkan olehNya. dan saye juga bersyukur kerana Allah telah membuka mata saye untuk menilai yang mana intan dan yang mana permata... apa lagi yang mampu seorang perempuan yang jauh dari keluarganya lakukan selain mengalirkan air mata dan berdoa semoga hatinya tabah menempuh segala dugaan. masalah yang saye hadapi sekarang ini tiada kaitan dengan pelajaran saya, masalah peribadi yang biasa dialami oleh kebanyakan perempuan. dan saya hairan, saya cube untuk berlagak biasa, but seems like there were already a barrier since that day, yeah i'll never forget last monday for the whole of my life.... "hati ini walaupun telah dilukai namun diri tabah jua menghadapi.." hahahaha, boleh plak tulis lirik lagu kat sini kan..???
oklah, stop with all the stupid and nonsense things that happened this week.. sekarang ni, balik je dr keja saye sudah tidak tido seperti dahulu kerana saye perlu disiplin untuk menyiapkan tugasan saye... saye dah tak sabar nak balik malaysia dan berjumpa dengan keluarga tercinta. sekarang ni, hanya mak, ayang dan beberapa teman "KUBA" yang mampu buat saye tersenyum. owh ye, semalam saye gelak lah jugak sambil tengok cerita CUCI yang lawak gile tu... kihkihkih....
this saturday will be my mom's birthday and next saturday will be ayang's... two most important people in my life... saye sudah hantar kad and hadiah kepada mak dan ayang... hope they'll receive it on time and hoping that they'll love what they get...
haritu chatting ngan ikmal hisham and dia kate kemungkinan besar ade antara kami TPM ni yang akan kena posting sarawak sebab lecturer law memang tengah kritikal kat sane... alah, ni yang tension ni, saye nak mengajar di shah alam sebab boyfriend saye bekerja kat pusat bandar damansara, susah die nak transfer2... harap2 puan saudah boleh consider saye mangajar di shah alam... takutnye kalau kena posting jauh2, sarawak ke, merbok ke... aduis... hari2 berdoa agar dpt posting shah alam ni... tak tau lah dimakbulkan ke tidak... harap2 Allah memperkenankan doa hambaNya ini... AMIN...
oklah, till then... till I have time to update my blog... u know u love me... xoxo... M
argh... tension bile nak siap assignment nih.. rase mcm dah tulis panjang dah, tapi bile check word count masih tak cukup2 lagi... hish..
dah lah tengah pening soalan assignment ni ntah ape2... tak tau nak pakai law mane, hague-visby rules ke, australian COGSA ke or korean commercial code.. ish, lecturer2 ni suke betul buat soalan yg complicated.. nanti bile saye jadi lecturer, saye akan buat soalan senang jek... hahahaha, yeah right!! inilah mase nak balas dendam... hahahaha, saye akan buat soalan yang paling susah... sampai demam2 and muntah2 student jawab soalan saye... (tanduk di kepala sudah mula nak tumbuh... warning: beware to all future uitm law student...)
oklah... nak sambung buat assignmnent international trade law ni... tak boleh update blog panjang2, nanti ade orang sound plak: kate bz, leh plak update blog... bye peeps... xoxo... M... ;)
i named the post "last 100 meters" because i've finished my intensive course today at 5.15p.m... actually the quote "last 100 meters, came from kak ros who is now struggling to finish her theses for phd. i will finish my internal course in just a few weeks time... argh, really can't wait to finish my LLM unofficially on 20th june when i submit the research paper for corporate law. the result will be out on 2nd july and if mine is fine (no sangku2 paper); i will officially obtained my LLM on 18th july... weeheee...
now that i'm finish with the class, i need to submit all my assignments (which like s**t all due almost the same time).. wargh, i'm going to be so busy this months until mid june... hahaha, but i think i'll still have time to update my blog.... hikhik.. there are 3 assignments due end of this month, 2 other on early june and one research paper on mid june... come on mazlina... remember, this is ur final 100 meters... strive and struggle with it.. u can do it despite the fact that u think u cannot... (hahahaha, sungguh x positif my mind...)
nway, the last few weeks were like a miserable things that ever happened to me (except of course my birthday celebration; the sleepover and I's birthday pasty yesterday). i did not enjoy the way i spent my weekends; went to the class from 9am to 5pm.. but i did like this corporate law class.. why? hehehe, because the faculty took the initiatives serving the students with coffee and cakes for morning break... hikhik, that was the fun side of the class besides having my laptop on during the class and surfing the net while the lecturer gave his talk... hahahaha... so, malaysian lah mazlina ni!!
all my friends here are busy too, doing their final work for final exam, confirmation and etc2... and to u guys... wish u all the best and remember that anything u do, do it with all your heart.. my pray will always be there for u...
ok, enough for studies... right now, i'm missing some very important people in my life... if only i could go back to malaysia for a while and to see them even for an hour... huh, that could not be happening.. so, mazlina.. just focusly do ur work and remember, the time to go back to malaysia will soon arrive... pandailah mazlina ni pujuk diri sendiri kan???
anyway, i was told by someone today that i need to smile... (don't need to mention his name and for what reason he asked me to smile... hehehe, but i did mentioned it was 'he' right??). i was really annoyed by his comment but when i think it all over again, it was really silly for me to be annoyed by his comment... so, from now on i'm going to smile even for something litlle or stupid or simple.. don't know whether i can do it or not, because i am a type of person who seldom smiles... but it's a character right? and someone's character can be changed provided there are extra reasons for the change... i really want to smile, even when i have problems, even when i'm pushed beyond my limit, even when something unexpectedly happens but no doubt, i don't really think i could do it... but, it's no harm trying.. i will try... insyaAllah, with HIS blessings, i will change to be a better person... AMIN... for whoever who like to smile; teach me to smile please... especially for a simple stupid things...
lastly... for u guys and girls whom i love so much... do make a wish and place it in your heart... anything u want; everything u want... then, always believe that it can come true...!! remember that u'll never know what's the next miracle would come from the next smile.. so, keep smiling and who knows, the miracle is just around the corner.... (i think i should dedicate the last sentence to myself...).. wish me luck peeps..
u know u love me... xoxo... M... ;)
Name Tag : Mazlina Mahali
Tagged by: Nadia Jalaludin (Miss N)
The Rules :
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged, and to read your blog.
Miss N, i love being tagged also... weehee... ade chance update blog walaupun tengah busy sesangat ni... hahahaha... 8 facts about me... hope u like it...
FACT 1
I love addin more than adriana... hihihihi, jahat sungguh M... sungguh berat sebelah... no, bukan sebab addin fair than adriana, it's because he is the first anak sedara... that's why ma...
FACT 2
I will be getting married this coming december; insyaAllah, with the person i love the most... muhammad umar abdul razak...
FACT 3
mase M kecik2 mak kate M suke makan and telan getah... bukan chewing gum ek... getah gelang yang warna coklat tu... mak kate ntah berapa banyak lah M telan menda tu... hihihihi
FACT 4
mase kat sekolah dulu M sangat gelap sampai budak2 lelaki panggil M keling and pasha, niza, shariman sume panggil M Letchumy Naidu (mase form 3)... sedih tau... sampai birthday card pun dorang tulis "especially dedicated to Letchumy Naidu"... ntah ape2... lepas SPM, M start pakai product de wajah, hehehe, pastu terus jadi putih... skang dah gelap balik sebab sunburn haritu tak hilang2 lagi... hish... nak kawin dah ni.... come on M, mari putihkan kulit dan kuruskan badan...!!!
FACT 5
mase kecik2 dulu M selalu curi duit kat wallet abah... tapi abah tak pernah marah... hahahahaha...
FACT 6
M dah miss 2 important wedding while i'm studying here... ateh's wedding and anis' wedding... sangat sedih sebab dorang 2 memang best friend M mase diploma kat melaka...
FACT 7
i am a perfectionist in my work... i do not like to do cincai2 work... so, i always do the best for all my assignments even though it was a last minute preparation, M rela tak tido daripada buat keja janji siap...
FACT 8
at my house they called me by the name of 'TITIT.' Actually, mase M kecik2 puas orang panggil M dengan nama Mazlina tapi M buat tak endah jek... then one day abah came back from work at kluang and pressed the hon of his car. i was 1++ then, i ran towards the car and started to laugh a lot... the hon sound was like 'teet teet'.. hehehe, that's where i got my pet name...
Ok, now the fun part... people that i want to tag:
1. Ayang
2. Ikmal
3. Feisal
4. Asril
5. Hafiza
6. Rinanda
7. azlan roni
8. boleh tak nak tag Miss N balik... hehehehe, xde orang nak tag dah lah... come on Miss N, u can do it...
my birthday is tomorrow. but my friends here in brisbane had celebrated it yesterday... yeah, this is what u will get if ur birthday is in the weekdays... hehehehe... never mind, i'm really surprised and touched by their effort to celebrate my birthday even though it is in advance.
the story began when i received a text from N. she said; 'M, malam ni kite takyah masak. nabil ngan ina ajak makan umah dorang, weehee..' and with innocent happiness, i replied 'yay.. bestnye.. suke betul ade orang nak masakkan..' i had my intensive class for my international dispute settlement from 9 to 5 yesterday. so, it is wonderful if u don't have to think about cooking when someone willingly want to cook for u... hehehehe.. then suddenly andy asked me whether i want to follow him and half of the class to south bank to watch buddha festival. i was thinking it would be fun if i join the class, but since i had made a promise to N to go with her to the 'dinner thing' so i just replied to andy that i have dinner with my malaysian friend. there's a bit of frustration in his face, don't know why.. hehehe... lain kali lah ye andy...
i reached home at 5.30 and performed my maghrib. N was not home; probably at lab. then about 6++, she came back home and made a fruit trifle. she said to me that she had promised to ina and nabil to bring the trifle. i did not suspect anything because it was not my birthday yesterday. plus N said that ina and nabil dah lama tak buat makan2, and nisa and rain pun x pernah datang umah dorang lagi... hehehehe... so, without any suspicion, i believe it. N said that the dinner will start at 7. after isya' i started to dress, but really, because of so tired i did not put any make up. and i still wear the same blouse. it's already 7 and i waited for N to come out from her room until 7.15 and i felt asleep for a moment. hehehehe, lapar punye pasal nih.. (i did not bring my lunch yesterday; i had oreo stick and picnic choc for my lunch...)
then we walked to ina and nabil's house, which is like 3 minutes walk plus the 'naik bukit' action... hehehehe.. then, when they openned the door, SURPRISE!!! gile terkejut beruk jugak lah... HAPPY BIRTDAY MAZLINA... they sang a birthday song for me.. wah, i'm so surprised because i don't really expect the party plus it is not my birthday yet.. hehehe, i blew the candles... then they said that they have to celebrate it yesterday because everyone is busy on this coming tuesday... so, i had my birthday celebration on 4th may.. it was so fun... it was so touched and really it was so surprised... (tapi xdelah sampai nangis macam orang tu kan...). i was told that the masterminds were non other than miss H and miss N... thank u cupid H and cupid N...
M yang tersipu2.. hehehe
ahaks... mcm surrender jek...
pastas, mee hoon, pizza and rendang rain... hikhikhik
noticed the candles..? 2 + 6... hahaha..
"potong kek time"
posing2 before bukak hadiah...
nicest gifts ever... thank u all...
byk lagi photos yang we all amik.. but mcm malas nak upoload sebab dah nak pi umah little tgk desperate housewives... hehehehe
