LAST 100 METERS....

i named the post "last 100 meters" because i've finished my intensive course today at 5.15p.m... actually the quote "last 100 meters, came from kak ros who is now struggling to finish her theses for phd. i will finish my internal course in just a few weeks time... argh, really can't wait to finish my LLM unofficially on 20th june when i submit the research paper for corporate law. the result will be out on 2nd july and if mine is fine (no sangku2 paper); i will officially obtained my LLM on 18th july... weeheee...


now that i'm finish with the class, i need to submit all my assignments (which like s**t all due almost the same time).. wargh, i'm going to be so busy this months until mid june... hahaha, but i think i'll still have time to update my blog.... hikhik.. there are 3 assignments due end of this month, 2 other on early june and one research paper on mid june... come on mazlina... remember, this is ur final 100 meters... strive and struggle with it.. u can do it despite the fact that u think u cannot... (hahahaha, sungguh x positif my mind...)


nway, the last few weeks were like a miserable things that ever happened to me (except of course my birthday celebration; the sleepover and I's birthday pasty yesterday). i did not enjoy the way i spent my weekends; went to the class from 9am to 5pm.. but i did like this corporate law class.. why? hehehe, because the faculty took the initiatives serving the students with coffee and cakes for morning break... hikhik, that was the fun side of the class besides having my laptop on during the class and surfing the net while the lecturer gave his talk... hahahaha... so, malaysian lah mazlina ni!!


all my friends here are busy too, doing their final work for final exam, confirmation and etc2... and to u guys... wish u all the best and remember that anything u do, do it with all your heart.. my pray will always be there for u...


ok, enough for studies... right now, i'm missing some very important people in my life... if only i could go back to malaysia for a while and to see them even for an hour... huh, that could not be happening.. so, mazlina.. just focusly do ur work and remember, the time to go back to malaysia will soon arrive... pandailah mazlina ni pujuk diri sendiri kan???


anyway, i was told by someone today that i need to smile... (don't need to mention his name and for what reason he asked me to smile... hehehe, but i did mentioned it was 'he' right??). i was really annoyed by his comment but when i think it all over again, it was really silly for me to be annoyed by his comment... so, from now on i'm going to smile even for something litlle or stupid or simple.. don't know whether i can do it or not, because i am a type of person who seldom smiles... but it's a character right? and someone's character can be changed provided there are extra reasons for the change... i really want to smile, even when i have problems, even when i'm pushed beyond my limit, even when something unexpectedly happens but no doubt, i don't really think i could do it... but, it's no harm trying.. i will try... insyaAllah, with HIS blessings, i will change to be a better person... AMIN... for whoever who like to smile; teach me to smile please... especially for a simple stupid things...


lastly... for u guys and girls whom i love so much... do make a wish and place it in your heart... anything u want; everything u want... then, always believe that it can come true...!! remember that u'll never know what's the next miracle would come from the next smile.. so, keep smiling and who knows, the miracle is just around the corner.... (i think i should dedicate the last sentence to myself...).. wish me luck peeps..


u know u love me... xoxo... M... ;)