a moment at queenstown

NEW ZEALAND is so AWESOME...
really enjoyed all the activities...
can't wait to go back to brisbane to upload all the pictures and make everyone jealous... hahahaha... right now at black sheep backpackers, queenstown at 6.06 p.m... so tired and jet boating was awesome too...

THINGS THAT I LEARNT...

Here in brisbane i've learned a lot from things that happened to me which of course sometimes hurts a lot. But there are also things that i've learned from a lot of enjoyable moments.

When my assignments were due and I've not done it in my best ability; I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life goes on, and it will be better tomorrow

When I called abah and emak and my tears suddenly dropped; I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when you're far away from them

When I work as part time house attendant; I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making the life'

When I forgave someone so special in my heart here; I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance

When I made decision to stay at home and did my assignments instead of having fun; I've learned that whenever i decide something with an open heart, i usually make the right decision

When i slipped at the library's stairs and i felt so pain; I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one

When I did my assignments and found new things that i don't ever know or have any idea of it; I've learned that I still have a lot to learn

When I was sitting alone and think about all my friends here who are deary to my heart and whom I will leave; I've learned that friendship and memories are precious and cannot be traded.

When my friends surprised me with the birthday party; I've learned that people will not forget how you made them feel

When my heart was too painful and I can't barely handle it; I've learned that there is always someone who is willing to cure the pain

When I felt happy and wanted to do extraordinary things; I've learned that it is more fun to share it together

When I needed help; I've learned that there is always helpful hand

AND LASTLY, I've learned that I cannot run away from weaknesses but I have to fight it and if that be so, why not now and at where I stand........

Specially dedicated to abah and emak; my family; ayang and all my friends here in brisbane....
Love you all so much.........................

A MOMENT TO REMEMBER......

one research more mazlina... come on... chaiyo!chaiyo! aja2 fighting!!! hahaha, sape yang tak tgk full house mesti tak tau ape aja2 fighting tu... hikhik... i will submit my resarch paper this friday, but trying to finish the research by wednesday because thursday ade BBQ party at umah nisa and aini... eiii, x sabarnye... pastu friday i'll fly to NEW ZEALAND... NZ, wait for me!!!

eiii, tak sabarnye nak main2 snow... pastu amik2 gambar kat christchurch yang amatlah cantik scenery die, kalau ade mase, nak pegi tempat dorang shooting LOTR tu, mesti gile cantik.... i'm actually counting the day for 20th june because dah habis semua assessment for this semester... opss, ape plak this semester, for the whole LLM ni.. insyaAllah, i will be graduating on 18july, depends on my result.. harap2 semua ok and takde sangkut2 paper.. gabra jugak because result keluar 3rd july masa tu kat sydney... ya allah, perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini, berikanlah aku keputusan yang cemerlang dalam pelajaranku AMIN...

really hope everything will go as i plan it to be. abah and emak will arrive at sydney's airport and i will meet them early in the morning at sydney airport.. then 3rd july result keluar, kalau lepas semua alhamdulillah sangat2 and boleh bercuti with abah and emak dengan hati yang lapang.

semalam saya tengok 'a moment to remeber,' nangis2 sampai bengkak2 mata... sangat sedih cite tu... macam mane lah orang nak hidup without memory.. memories are something so precious that someone will not ever trade for whatever... haha, unless dalam cite paycheck tu, leh lak die sanggup erase memory die... then pas jek tengok a moment to remember tu, time2 nak tido tibe2 saya terfikir yang hari khamis ni will be the last day for me to see several people which are my good friend here in brisbane, they are aini, nisa and ina... yang lain tu insyaAllah balik dr melbourne ade masa lagi nak jumpe dorang...

couldn't wait to go back to malaysia.. but really sad sebab nak tinggalkan kawan2 kat sini terutama aini and nisa... they are the closest friend lately... 22 june dorang nak balik malaysia untuk bercuti2 malaysia... and that means this thursday i will be seeing them for the last time until july 2009... uish, lame tu, mesti rindu gile nak xoxo ngan dorang... to aini and nisa, i will miss the time we spent together especially pegi australia zoo tu.. then lunch sama2 masak mee goreng, buat popiah and kek tu... then makan2 kat curry connection, xoxo ngan nabil skali... hahaha, really2 gonna miss that yaar (yaar in hindi best friend).... walaupun baru sekejap jek kenal korang perasaan nak berpisah nanti hari khamis ni mesti syahdu yang amat2.... hish, nanti kite spent time betul2 khamis ni walaupun ramai orang akan datang... pedulik hape, biar dorang layan diri dorang sendiri... hikhikhik..... sangat kejam saye ni..

and for several people below... love u all...

1. to H yang dah 2 weeks sy x jumpe ni, argh, maybe thursday ni pun last kite akan spent time together2, nanti maz balik dr melbourne, abah ngan mak ade, so, xleh lah nk spent time together2...

2. same goes to itot... pasni itot keja sorang2 ek... mesti rindu nak buat coffee and makan timtam together2 mase buat keja.... pastu rindu nak lepak2 krispy kreme together2 sambil memandang sume orang yang lalu kat luar krispy kreme tu... hehehe

3. to miss L and shu, thank you for being such a good friend, will miss u a lot too...

4. to jem, walaupun maz tak rapat sangat ngan jem, u r my favourite friend too, maybe kite akan spent time 10 precious day kat NZ ok.. nanti kite amik gambar sama2 banyak2 kat NZ.

5. to azaziah (who is right now sampling at india), really gonna miss the time mase kite jadik housemate tu... masak rendang and pasta untuk hari raya sampai pkl 4 pagi... then tgk movie sama2 kat hall umah alexandria court sambil ber YM2... argh... nak meleleh dah air mata ni...

6. to ina, nabil and little S.. yeah, again walaupun kite taklah rapat sangat because masing2 bz, but i will remember u all... to nabil, NZ is waiting for us...

7. to amy and family.. walaupun maz baru jek rapat2 ngan family amy this semester, really have to admit that amy memang baik sangat, lembut sangat2, amy marah pun tak mcm marah.. jeles kat amy sebab amy ade insyirah yang leh buat muke comel kalau amy tension2... argh cepatlah kawin and nak dapat baby ni...

8. to latape and hezmee, yeah maz pun baru baik ngan korang sem ni... cepat jek mase berlalu. latape, thanks for ice skating moment; will not forget your aksi peluk mamat kat ice ring tu... to hezmee, thanks for the broncos moment... really had fun and enjoy the night...

9. to emma, hilmi and mel... will not forget u all too... especially mase kite spent time same2 kat harbour town, surfer's, then pegi ice skating, makan2 kt underwood then tgk game broncos... hehehe... byk gak 'a moment to remember' kite ek...

10. to kak faza and kak yan, thanks lah sebab berjaya jadi sis yang best kat sini.. all ur food sume sedap2... kak faza: teringat masa kite habiskan duit membeli2 perfume kat indooroopilly; then habiskan duit beli pinggan mangkuk plak... aduis... thanks sis, love u and will miss u so much, pasni maz tak rase lah kuih buah melaka aka onde2 kak faza buat, tak sempat nak belajar buat pun...

10. and lastly to aini and nia... thanks for being my housemate, aini: thanks lah sebab selalu jugak masak2 kan maz lauk yang sedap... to miss N; thanks sebab selalu teman saya makan... boring woo kalau makan sorang.... kite akan spent time together2 masa kat NZ nanti yek..

malaysia.... will see u on 21st july.......................

BRONCOS HOME GAME (vs PARAMATTA EELS)

hi peeps... it's too late for this post actually. as u guys know, i was so damn busy doing my take home exam. alhamdulillah dah siap and trying to finish the other one but really tgh so stress right now.. so, the best thing u should do when u r stress is either eat or sleep... but i had done both of of them and still stress out, so without feeling guilty, i think it's better for me to update about my activities last week (before the take home exam's questions is out)... hehehe

last weekend, (3oth, 31st may and 1st june) i went to three historical events.. cheh3x.. poyos jek. on the night before ayang's birthday; which is on 30th may, i went to suncorp stadium to watch brisbane broncos vs paramatta eels (eh betul ke ek?? betul kot).. it is a rugby game; which previously i used to hate because my brother ayep was so fanatic with rugby and rugby player is so busuk maa... tak tahan kalau dekat die, tak hygene langsung... hahahaha...

the game was very interesting, exciting, suspend and so like berdebar2 and byk lagilah perasaan yang ade mase tgk game tu.. i learnt about it from non other than miss H yang explain how they got their point... barulah tau TRY tu ape maksudnye dlm rugby... anyway, brisbane broncos (team yang we all support menang 26-22).. sangat best x terkata coz it was a last minute try... walaupun reece robinson yang ku cintai tak buat try pun, but really jatuh cinta dengan hot body die... sunguh menarik and mengancam... hahahaha, sempat lagi tu... tulah sape suruh tayang body depan i, i dahlah suke that mamak2 face... hehehe, gugur iman beb tgk mamat tu...

people who also went to the game was our mr. captain, hezmee; others were latape, anjas, hilmi, yase, emma, mel, miss H, miss N and me myself. we went to the stadium by train from toowong to milton, then had to walk about 10 minutes to the stadium.. saye, miss H and miss N pakai baju yang sama yang we all beli at K-Mart couple of weeks before the game (punyalah semangat). diorang ajak lagi pegi tgk game broncos this coming friday, but really sorry guys; memang tak dapat nak join because have to finish my research.. Miss N leh lah pegi, die dah antar report; status YM die asik "hari bermalas-malasan" jek... jealous gile saye... ok peeps, this are some of the photos that were taken before, during and after the game...

at toowong station; miss N, me, miss H and miss Mel

ramai2 luar suncorp stadium.. konon2 tunggu yase, tp sume bergambar sakan gile...

girls only.. posing gediks... ahaks.. tp M, H and mel x cukup gediks..


dah masuk stadium, but belum sampai seat lagi...

at our seat.. 5th from the front, before game start...

bile game dah start and semua sangat excited

after the game when everyone is so happy like crazy...!!!

M alone.. before keluar stadium...

ok, actually nak continue with activities on last saturday and sunday but really; i am too tired right now... it's 2.08 a.m and still i'm doing my research sambil2 upload gambar2 di atas... tomorrow, if saya dah sgt stress, saya update story about makan2 at rumah kak faza and trip to australia zoo... till then, u know u love me... xoxo... M...

STUPID *** ***

hi peeps... uish, rase dah lama benar tak update blog ni... june ni belum update lagi blog. i was so busy lately doing my take home exam, monday ni lagi satu take home exam, then my research paper plak.. xpe2 mazlina... sikit lagi nk habis pastu leh enjoy...

enjoy?? yeah sebelum balik malaysia boleh lah enjoy. pg new zealand, sydney, melboune and gold coast, then convocation (insyaAllah)... but then bile dah balik malaysia mesti tak enjoy... what? tak enjoy jumpe family and orang tersayang?? no... that's not what i mean. memang rindu dengan family and orang2 tersayang kat malaysia, but mengenangkan malaysia mcm huru hara dengan pemerintahan pak lah, rase macam baik stay kat australia je. dahlah harga minyak naik mendadak, saya baru nak start keja... aduis... mesti kering poket isi minyak jek... baru berangan nak beli honda civic tu... mcm kena kuburkan jek angan2 tu... rase mcm nak tukar pakai kelisa balik jek... ayep, bak balik keta kelisa aku...

i really miss tun M's time. even though ramai yang tak suka die but obviously he's better than pak lah and his son in law, the so called KJ... ade yang lepas ni support pembangkang plak ni... drpd seorang yang support UMNO and BN, it is possible if i become the core and fanatic supporter of opposition just because the current PM of Malaysia is so damn ...

dah lah stop pasal this nonsense things going on in malaysia... i was about to update my experience last friday (30th may) - went to watch broncos' game... but after reading tun mahathir's blog, i'm now afraid to go back to malaysia. yeah, if we compare price of oil between malaysia and australia, memang malaysia lagi murah. but australia is not an oil producing company and further, their income per capita is high... imagine, saye yang keja sebagai awek cleaner ni pun leh earn almost aud 300 p.w and that is almost rm900++ per week... one month would be rm 2700... tu baru keja cleaner... belum jadik lawyer kat sini... mau gaji kat 20 - 30 k sebulan...

hish, rase mcm nak terus sambung PhD je terus.. tp xde duit.. ape nak buat, dah makan duit rakyat, so kenalah serve rakyat... so, kenalah balik dan mengajar anak2 bangsa. but saye akan mengajar anak bangsa supaya pemimpin akan datang tidak akan sedungu and sekejam pak lah... hope malaysia will go back as glorious as before... before pak lah became our PM....!! to ayang, i'm now declaring that i am free party citizen... x support mane2 pun...

never mind... esok lah i update gambar2 broncos game and australia zoo's visit... even though mcm dah lambat... now nak start doing my research... and i'm going to compare governance of state-owned enterprises in malaysia and new zealand. and ni termasuklah governance of petronas, which belong to the government. no doubt that petronas make profits but where do the profits go..? dare to guess..??? hahaha... till then... hehe, post ni tak sesuai untuk xoxo... esok2 lah kite xoxo ek..??