MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!

yuhuuu... lagi dua hari habis tempoh berpantang.............
lepas ni boleh la berjalan2 keluar rumah tanpa rasa bersalah..........
dah boleh la makan makanan yang tak dapat makan masa berpantang.......
but, have to maintain weight.... kalau tak doktor marah, ayang pun lari.... hahahahaha
oh lupa... hari ni takda mood nak makan........... sebab nak muntah marking assignment student!!!!!!!!!!

pengalaman melahirkan permata hatiku

hi peeps.. sorry i took a long time to share my experience giving birth to my son. ni barula rasa sihat betul2 sebab semalam dah bukak klip yang melekat kat perut ni... lepas tu barula bebas sikit pergerakan.

pengalaman melahirkan anak pertama aku bermula pada pagi hari raya ketiga; 22 september 2009. aku bangun tido macam biasa, dah mandi, sarapan lepas tu lepak jap dengan ayang kat bilik, ingatkan nak siap2 gosok baju sebab mak long buat kenduri rumah baru dia, tiba2 rasa sakit sangat perut....

aku mati2 ingat nak buang air besar, tapi pegi toilet tengok ada blood, so jerit la panggil ayang.. ayang cepat2 decide nak pegi hospital sebab doktor kata kalau ada show (blood) cepat2 bawak ke hospital. bagitau dekat mak, but mak suruh rehat dulu, dia kata lambat lagi tu... so aku pun tido la kejap sampai dekat pukul 12 tengahari. perut dah semakin sakit, kalau ikut kiraan every half an hour. ayang buatkan susu enfamama untuk aku lepas tu kitorang terus ke putra hospital.

sampai sana doktor check, pintu rahim baru bukak 1.5 cm. doktor advise suruh stay hospital aja, aku macam malas, tapi mak and ayang suruh stay hospital. so, that night aku and ayang pun tido la hospital. tapi malam tu contractions lebih kuat.. every ten minutes aku rasa contractions...

tak lalu nak makan sebab teringin nak makan beriyani kenduri umah mak long

the next morning dr chew check lagi pintu rahim, baru bukak 3cm, dia decide untuk pecahkn waterbag and masukkan air so that pintu rahim boleh terbukak cepat.. after 2 long hours, pintu rahim terbukak dalam 4.5cm je. sakit yang amat allah je yang tahu... but i'm lucky ayang was there when i really need him... dia yang byk bagi encouragement and hope.. masa tu aku hanya mampu berselawat dengan harapan cepatla bersalin...

holding hands together

lepas 2 hours tu, doktor tak berani nak take any risk because kepala baby pun masih mendongak, so he decided for emergency operation. maka lebih kurang 2.45 petang, aku masuk operation theater (ot). masa tu aku dah tak fikir apa.. lantakla diorang nak buat apa kat aku janji sakit aku hilang...


masuk je ot, diorang bius aku kat tulang belakang. aku dapat rasa diorang belah perut tapi tak sakit. aku muntah2 lepas tu.. doktor keluarkan something dari perut pun aku dapat rasa, lepas tu tau2 je dah dengar suara baby nangis.. masa dengar suara baby nangis, aku pun nangis... 5 minit lepas tu, ada nurse ni bawak baby tu kat aku and suruh aku cium ubun2 baby and bisik kat telinga dia.. aku tak tau nak bisik apa cuma cakap.. "adam jadi anak yang baik ye.." masa tu kesan bius dah terasa... aku dah menggigil2 and asyik muntah aje....


aku dapat rasa doktor macam tengah geledah2 perut aku, mesti dia keluarkan tali pusat dan uri... lepas tu aku dapat rasa diorang lekatkan balik perut aku, tapi tak rasa sakit langsung. lebih kurang 3.30 aku keluar dari ot dalam keadaan menggigil2 dan muntah2.

muhammad adam naufal's first picture



keluar je dari ot, ayang, addin and nana dah sambut aku... lepas tu mak dah ada kat katil tunggu aku. aku nampak mak nangis and mak cakap muka baby sebijik muka aku... rambut lebat, mulut kecik, hidung kembang2 sikit... ada la feature2 mamak2 sikit. aku pun nangis dengan mak, cuma aku tak sure aku nangis sebab dah selamat lahirkan baby or sebab terlalu sejuk and menggigil2.

doktor mintak semua sedara-mara jangan ganggu aku sebab aku perlukan tido 8 jam lepas operation. malam tu yang aku ingat datang melawat: mak and abah melaka with amir, shida and nurul, maklong, sis and family, kakadin and family and mahathir and family... tapi aku tak dapat berbual sangat sebab terlalu letih dan mengantuk.. nurse dah pasang salur urine so that aku tak payah pergi toilet... aku tido sampai la pukul 9 pagi. itupun sebab ada nurse kejut nak bersihkan badan aku dan bukak salur urine.

mak long and family.. masa ni aku dah lalok semacam

mak's first grandson

lepas bukak salur urine, aku kena angkat untuk turun katil and mula berjalan. tapi allah je tahu sakit macam mana.. mula2 nak bangun tu aku sampai nangis. ayang takda masa tu sebab dia balik rumah untuk mandi... nurse yang papah aku pegi toilet and tukarkan pad semua.. masa tu dah takde perasaan malu langsung sebab sakit yang amat. lepas tukar pad, nurse tolong papah jalan2 so that aku tak rasa sakit2 sangat. doktor datang check and bagitau aku dah boleh balik hari tu jugak.


ayang sampai lebih kurang pukul 11.30 pagi, aku dah bersiap nak balik. nurse2 kat situ yang tolong kemas2 barang. lepas ayang bayar bil,mak and abah pun sampai untuk jemput aku.. kitorang pun bergerak lah balik rumah. bila sampai rumah, aku memang sangat lemah dan ayang suruh aku berehat je... sakit operation rasa sampai lebih kurang 5 hari barulah aku rasa betul2 sihat sikit.

ok peeps, have to go.. adam dah mula merengek2.. below is adam's picture immediately after delivery... will update later ok..

u know u love me... xoxo

what? 7 days to go...???

ish2.. takutnya... 7 hari lagi je nak bersalin????? last 2 weeks ada jugak rasa2 contractions, tapi bila dah balik batu pahat ni, makan macam2 dah rasa tak sakit2 pun.....

hopefully everything will go normally..............

takut?? excited??

i'm in my 37th week of my pregnancy.. doktor cakap dah full term, so anytime from now i can deliver my baby... plan to take leave next week, end of next week actually.. the lecturer who will replace me pun dah report duty last tuesday.. hopefully everything will go as planned... but still, i'm not yet ready if the baby decides to leave "hotel mama" now.. so, hopefully my baby belum nak check out lagi, tunggu dah sampai bp baru check out ye baby mama sayang ni...

i already experienced mild contractions.. tu nak jalan pegi kelas pun dah slow je, but mak and ramai lagi suruh jalan kaki jugak banyak2 so that nak bersalin senang... ikutkan je lah... this week mood mengajar tu dah hilang, yang ada cuma mood nak cuti, mood nak hybernate and mood for motherhood... but it will happen only end of next week when i'm off to bp...

baby already take his position (head's down).. so, sekarang tengah berdoa banyak2 baby tak pusing2 lagi.. puasa pun belum buang lagi; alhamdulillah Allah memberi kesihatan yang baik dan tenaga yang cukup untuk berpuasa, tapi Dia juga Maha Mengetahui betapa laparnya hambaNya ini tatkala jam menjangkau pukul 5-6 petang...

i spent my merdeka holiday at bp.. sebab ada checkup kat putra hospital.. next checkup will be on 12 september.. was so happy dapat buka and sahur with my family.. dapat makan banyak makanan sedap2.. we all also celebrate abah's birthday.. all the family were there, mak long and kak im's family pun ada.. it was fun, but because it is ramadhan, i was too tired to gossip2 and berbual2 lama with mak long and mak.. too tired that night.. owh yea, lupa, sempat jugak belajar buat onde2 gula melaka dengan mak... so, lepas ni kalau agak2 teringin nak makan onde2 boleh dah buat sendiri.. hehehe...

inter part mooting competition will take place this weekend.. kesian diorang, because banner interpart kena bakar.. yang kena bakar part dacing je pulak tu, maybe ada orang tak gemar gambar dacing kat banner tu, tapi xpelah, in a way it was a good publicity.. hehe.. tapi still membazir je keluar duit mahal2 lepas tu ada pulak orang dengki...

ayang sekarang ni dah balik awal selalu sebab bulan puasa, tak pernah lagi tak buka puasa takde ayang.. tapi start 13 september nanti, ayang dah kena buka puasa sorang2, sian dia.. nanti bukan dia yang nangis kena buka puasa sorang2, aku yang nangis sebab terpaksa tinggalkan dia buka puasa sorang2, alahai sedihnya...

sekarang ni perasaan excited plus takut dah bercampur aduk, excited because i will welcome my baby to the world anytime now and takut for the pain during delivery of course... dah lah aku memang jenis tak tahan sakit.. sakit sikit pun dah nangis, macam mana lah nak tahan sakit melahirkan anak.. uish.. down deep my heart, i'm hoping that i will be one who doesn't feel a lot of pain during delivery but reality always wake me up.. memang aku akan tempuhi sakit nak beranak tu bila2 masa from now...

i always hope that ayang will be by my side during the delivery, takut2 dia tak sempat balik, baby dah lahir je, mesti i will be alone dalam labor room.. selalu cakap kat baby, kalau nak lahir, tunggu abah dia ada dulu.. hehehehe.. hope it works..

ok peeps.. have other things to settle.. nanti mungkin kat bp, i will update more...

lawasia, ante-natal class and ramadhan....

it's 6.45 pm, at my office now.. just finished classes with the accounting student for company law.. am too exhauted because had to give two lectures in a row...

ayang just texted, he'll be home late tonight; again..! never mind la, normal kan for those working at zaid ibarahim... i decided to stay at the office for a while to arrange my notes and browsing the net.. sat lagi boleh beli nasi goreng daging merah, tapau bawak balik rumah...

it's been a while since i last updated the blog, too many works to do laaa... a bit relieved because lawasia mooting had finished; but frankly, i was not involved in the training, cuma datang sekali-sekala.. i supposed because i already did my task on the working paper and applying for the budget and other logistic things... hehe

talking about the lawasia mooting, i am proud for the teams (all four of them); especially the junior teams who did very well despite the fact that it were their first time moot! uitm ended up 3rd, 4th and 5th place... even though we are not the first or second, i'm proud because out of 5 teams eligible for final round, 3 teams were from uitm.. congratulations again to the team... and special thanks to dr.irwin who without fail trained the team with all his heart and soul... i cannot imagine mooting club without dr.irwin... this credit should also be given to ummi who helped a lot too, she is the future face of the moot club i supposed...

last week also, i went to demc ante natal class held at concorde hotel, shah alam.. ayang and I went there to get a big picture of what is going to happen at labour room and to gain knowledge about delivery and so on... it is a good class and i recommend every first time mom-to-be to attend the class, it is good for you to know especially on what to expect during pregnancy and delivery and breastfeeding... they also taught on breathing techniques and some interesting exercise that pregnant mom should do...

ok la, enough for now... opps, forget to wish you all selamat berpuasa... tahun ni saya berpuasa dengan suami tercinta.. and talking about puasa, my DD would be just approximately a month from now.. wish me luch peeps...

saya juga mintak ampun dan maaf kepada semua jika saya ada membuat sebarang kesilapan atau kesalahan.. bermaaf-mafan sebelum puasa ni afdhal orang kata agar puasa dan amalan baik kita di bulan mulia akan diterima oleh Allah.. amin...

DONUT!!!

it's sunday, 11.43pm and suddenly i'm craving for donut! baru je lepas nangis kat ayang mintak dia carikkan donut... tapi aku puntak tau mana dia nak carik donut malam2 ni... tapi aku sangat2 teringin nak donut!!

kenapalah big apple ke, J.Co ke or krispy kreme or at least dunkin donut tak bukak 24 jam! wish they are considering to open any outlets for 24 hours so that a 7-and-a-half-months pregnant mother like me who is eventually craving for donut can satisfies her crazy craving mood!

haih!!

esok start kelas balik, agak boring jugak la! hahaha.........

good luck to the kiddies...

uitm mid semester holiday is about to over, and can't believe that time goes by so fast... i'm in my 32-33 weeks now and it is about 6-7 weeks more for the D date.. i'm actually nervous but for the time being, i have to ignore the feelings first and focus on finishing the syllabus as many as i can... i planned to finish my slides during this break, but plan is just plan and my wish do not come true.

now, the uitm mooting team for lawasia is busy training for the competition which will be held next weekend... so far, all the administrative work (hotel booking etc) have finished. ummi and dr.irwin is busy with the practice. i help sometimes but both of them spent a lot of time with the kiddies, preparing them for the battle.. hehe... i cannot come at night because ayang always come back home late, and i'm afraid to drive alone especially during this crucial period of time

thanks to mr.rajesh as well because he also helps these two-three days. dr.irwin thinks that the moot club should appoint him as one of the advisors, so that he can help. and i also think that he should be appointed, i'll talk with dr.bahrin next week for his appointment.

so, just want to wish the best of luck to the mooting teams, insyaAllah, we'll bring back the national title and represents malaysia for international round...