Thursday, July 30, 2009

good luck to the kiddies...

uitm mid semester holiday is about to over, and can't believe that time goes by so fast... i'm in my 32-33 weeks now and it is about 6-7 weeks more for the D date.. i'm actually nervous but for the time being, i have to ignore the feelings first and focus on finishing the syllabus as many as i can... i planned to finish my slides during this break, but plan is just plan and my wish do not come true.

now, the uitm mooting team for lawasia is busy training for the competition which will be held next weekend... so far, all the administrative work (hotel booking etc) have finished. ummi and dr.irwin is busy with the practice. i help sometimes but both of them spent a lot of time with the kiddies, preparing them for the battle.. hehe... i cannot come at night because ayang always come back home late, and i'm afraid to drive alone especially during this crucial period of time

thanks to mr.rajesh as well because he also helps these two-three days. dr.irwin thinks that the moot club should appoint him as one of the advisors, so that he can help. and i also think that he should be appointed, i'll talk with dr.bahrin next week for his appointment.

so, just want to wish the best of luck to the mooting teams, insyaAllah, we'll bring back the national title and represents malaysia for international round...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

today's update....

semalam ayang bawak dinner kat tony roma's... my baby and me had a lot.. (kickin' shrimp, chicken salad and chocolate avalanche) hahaha, makan macam dah setahun tak makan... ayang macam biasela, mesti order lamb chop well done.. lepas makan, we all terus balik, tapi on the way to car, i felt a bit of contraction, but it lasts within 10 seconds je, lepas tu takdela lagi...

and disebabkan makan ice cream kat tony roma's tu, my flu belum baik2 lagi, malam masa nak tido, ayang marah sebab makan ice cream.. hahaha, padan muka saya... anyway, semalam memang tak dpt tido langsung, sebab my throat sakit sangat2, sekejap2 terjaga and tengok ayang tido best je... takpela, kesian dia penat, lagipun dia dah belanja makan besar.. hikhik...

actually, i have class at 2pm, but now tiba2 nak update blog sebab sekejap lagi tutorial je, soalan tutorial pun dah ready... i'm thinking of finishing my slides while the students are doing their exercises, baru sem ni nak buat slide for business law because past semsters, i only based my lecture with my notes that i printed for my students, but this time around, i think i'm going to give lecture by showing them power point slides, already finished 3 lectures and i found that it works!

ok peeps.. only that to update, this evening nak pegi wash and blow my hair and ahead to selangor food fest at sacc.. anyone nak join?

Monday, July 13, 2009

mood swing.. lalala..

sejak akhir2 ni, aku sangat sensitif... selalu inginkan perhatian, inginkan layanan istimewa dan kalau boleh, inginkan segala2 nya untuk aku... everything is about me and just me... aku rasa aku mesti dilayan macam puteri raja dan dihargai setiap masa...

tapi tak semua orang boleh layan aku... semua ada tanggungjawab masing2...

tanggungjawab kerja aku pun kena dibereskan... koordinator program request kalau boleh aku habiskan silibus sebelum aku maternity leave.. aduis, nasib baik jugak jadual dan beban tugas semester ni tidak terlalu berat, alhamdulillah...

sekarang ni aku tengah selsema dan batuk tahap tak best punye, badan pun macam lemah, hari ni aku mc sebab nak berehat je kat rumah... ye, aktiviti hari ini ialah tidur dan tidur selepas makan ubat batuk yang kuat... aku cume risau kalau2 sakit ni akan effect baby, mintak2 la my baby strong, bukan macam mama die...

sekarang dah pkl 8.30 malam and ayang masih lagi belum balik, maybe tengah jem kat highway, ayang sekarang pun selalu balik lambat, banyak sangat keja, die selalu mengadu tapi kadang2 aku bagi support, kadang2 aku marah die balik lambat.. ntahlah, mood aku ni swing2, sometimes i can be a perfect wife yang memahami tuntutan kerja suami ku tapi kadang2 aku terlalu mementingkan diri sendiri dan menganggap yang die sengaja balik lambat sebab dah tak nak tengok aku yang semakin hari semakin membesar dengan jaya nya.. hahaha..

inilah yang aku boleh katakan bahawa mood pregnant woman ni selalu berubah2.. sekejap2 baik, bila angin datang semua orang aku nak marah... tapi yang selalu menjadi mangsa kemarahan aku ialah ayang tercinta.. kesian dia, betul cakap dia, nasib baik dia mempunyai tahap kesabaran yang tinggi, dengan kerja lagi, dengan melayan kerenah aku lagi...

ya Allah, aku berharap agar Engkau bahagiakan lah rumahtangga aku ini dan jauhkan sebarang malapetaka dan bencana menimpa keluarga yang baru kami bina ini... semoga dengan kedatangan ahli baru nanti, aku akan lebih ceria dan lebih tabah menempuh kehidupan... amin...