my credit card application...

actually, i'm afraid to have a credit card because only God knows what i will do when it is in my hand.. but i really need it now because... (feel that it's not important to state it here, only ayang knows and ayang, please don't tell anyone).

yeah, maybe Allah is testing me because it was so hard for me to receive a news from the bank saying that my credit card application is approved. i applied for it on 24th september which is before hari raya and next week it will be a month. i've contacted the credit card approval department and they said they need to confirm my office phone number.

the problem is that; i'm not always in my office because i need to go to classes and i'd explained this to them and they said that unless and until they can contacted me at my office number, they will not approve my application. but today i received a letter stating that the bank will close my application within 14 days if they do not hear anything from me. what the F###!!!

that bank really make my day worst today (after being told that my wedding invitation card that i was supposed to pick it up on wednesday still on printing). what the hell with all this malays anyway? (both the people i.e the bank officer and the wedding card sales assistant; i dealt with are malays). ha, mulalah nak kaitkan with malays pulak...

i really need to believe that Allah disallowed me to use a credit card so that i will not be angry... but please God, i need to use it now........... can someone who knows 'orang dalam' at cimb and ask them to approve my application? previously i can just ask abah to do it but now abah had retired.. what to do, berserah je lah........