HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAZLINA!

it is 12.19am, 6 mei 2009... it's my birthday today... i turn 27 today.. syukur alhamdulillah, i'm a year older now... semoga Allah memanjangkan umur saya, so that i can live to see my children grow up, to love ayang more and more each day, to take care of my parents and of course to serve my beloved students.. hihi..
i love to live with the facts that i'm celebrating my birthday as a wife to the most dearie person in my life and as a mother-to be too...
ayang brought me to a nice dinner just now...
mak and abah also just called... wishing me my birthday...
ayep also called...i'm glad they still remember my birthday... and maybe that's because i never forgot theirs as well..
we'll spend this weekend at mahathir's house, to celebrate my birthday, addin and nana's birthday, mother's day and also sis and abang haridan's anniversary..
we'll be having so much fun and laughter this weekend...

it's a boy...

the baby that i'm pregnant with is a boy.. and this was confirmed last saturday by our doctor. we saw the tiny and little penis pointed out by the doctor during the scan.. i'm so happy, happy and happy... it's my wish come true.. so ayang, takleh lah nak manje2 kan baby sangat sebab baby boy tak bole manje2, kena strong, kan abah?? hehe..

we bought this one car seat last week, it costs us RM307.. wargh, tensionnya sebab macam kena tipu dengan amoi salesgirl tu.. macam kena pukau masa beli that car seat sebab amoi tu cakap RM207, tapi bila bayar kat kaunter, RM307.. tapi kitorang bayar je tanpa banyak soal.. hahaha,

lepas tu kan, we all punye famous amos siap tertinggal kat mane2 ntah! sedih mommy nak makan tak dapat, tapi hari sabtu tu sebelum pegi party adela, ayang singgah beli kat ikano.. sayang ayang sebab dia tgk mommy nangis2 teringin nak makan biskut famous amos! ntah ape2 la..

weheee... finish up this semester!

I’m relieved that I finished my entire syllabus today. I will do an extra class for revision for my Insurance Law and Law of Association tomorrow and next tuesday. Next week will be a more relaxing week for me except that i have to live with the fact that I need to mark several students’ assessment. I want to get enough rest next week so that when the exam starts, I can have full attention to finish up my writing on this one article. Hopefully, I can publish the article before I give birth to my child. InsyaAllah.

tired of everything...

i'm not feeling well lately.. buat kerja sikit pun dah penat, ayang said maybe it's one of the symptoms of pregnancy.. but my strenght has changed.. the strong part of me has dissapeared.. yesterday, i called sis and she said that i tercungap2 cakap dengan dia... and when i was about to mark the rest of the opinion writing scripts, jantung macam berdebar2 and macam sesak nafas. makan pun macam takde selera, semua benda makan tak habis.. tidur pun macam tak nyenyak..

rumah tu tak payah nak cakap lah macam mana.. bersepah tak ingat nye.. baju pun dah 3 bakul tak berlipat.. dapur pun dah almost 2 weeks tak bermop and tak berasap... i'm too tired to cook and do any house work.. ya allah, tolonglah kurangkan dugaan ini..

please help me, i want the strong me, who can stay at the office and finish up work... there are too many student assessment that need my utmost attention.. i'll be going back to batu pahat this evening, i'm actually afraid to travel because the last time when we went back to malacca i suffered from bleeding.. hope this time around it will be fine...

i'm hoping that things get to normal back because i'm so missing my old me...

HOMETOWN THIS WEEKEND!!

i'm going back to batu pahat this weekend... yey!!
we'll celebrate mak and abah's anniversary and kak jun's birthday there...
i've ordered 25 cute cupcakes and fun is just around the weekend..
the sad part is that i've to finish marking all the student's tests and assignments at batu pahat, yeah right, like i will ever touch it!

i am in my second trimester

i'm officially in my second trimester of pregnancy... i'm lucky the baby is so strong even though i'm not... last wednesday, ayang and me went for the monthly check up.. the baby's features is complete now.. he or she is now 5 inches long.

i asked the doctor about the baby's gender, he laughed and said that it's too early to know. but i read in the book that ayang bought for me, we can know the baby's gender as early as 12 weeks, and i'm already in my 14th week now..! maybe it's because of the the machine, it's not as modern as we can find it in SJMC or Kelana Jaya MC. hahaha, we do our routine check up at this one klinik bersalin and pakar sakit puan at kampung subang, so, what do you expect, mazlina! hehe

never mind, the doctor said that we can know the gender in our next check up which will be on 25th april.. argh lambatnya mama nak tau baby girl ke boy... but i personally like if the baby is boy... but ayang prefer the baby to be girl.. we already have plans with the names, so, if it's a boy or a girl, then takdelah kelam-kabut nak cari nama.. hehe... i want to upload the photo of our baby, but mana ntah ayang letak, semalam dia amik from my handbag cakap nak scan... never mind, nanti dia dah scan, boleh la i upload the photo..

we haven't buy anything yet for the baby except of course the 'anmum' for the mama.. lucky that i'm not allergic of milk and i love milk so much... macam manala kalau pregnant tapi tak minum susu, mesti lembik je badan... we plan to buy all the baby stuff after we are sure about the baby's gender sebab kalau boy tak boleh lah nak beli baju pink kan? hehehe.. but mak said sometimes the doctor is so sure that the baby is boy, but keluar2 je girl pulak... hish, camne ni... takpelah, mak kata rezeki, boy ke girl dua2 pun anak jugak... hehe...

oklah.. i want to continue with my insurance law notes yang tinggal beberapa topic je tu.. tomorrow i will have 4 hours replacement class because i miss several classes with my insurance law student. so, hopefully i'll finish the syllabus by end of next week so that they have more time to study. kesian my students, dapat lecturer yang tengah preggy, asik nak mengamuk je dalam kelas... hahaha...

update on the last weekend's activity

last weekend was the best weekend ever because mak and abah were at kuala lumpur.. they arrived on saturday evening and we had dinner at mahathir's house. on sunday, we went to my cousin's kenduri aqiqah at bandar saujana putra. the foods were delicious, but we were wondering why there was no mutton served.. kata kenduri aqiqah.. hish, kempunan nak makan daging kambing ni... hahaha

after the kenduri, we went to visit abah's sister at puchong. recently, she had an operation due to complications of appendics. at her house, my other aunty fried keropok lekor and we had terengganu's keropok lekor at puchong.. hihi.. my mom decided to go to sungai buloh after that to visit mak tuk. we arrived at sungai buloh around 4.30 p.m and mak tuk made special jemput2 pisang for evening tea. we stayed there until dinner and we had rendang and papadum + plain rice for dinner.

that night, mak and abah slept at my house. mak puji cakap rumah bersih, tapi aku balas cakap "semua umar yang kemas mak, dia rajin sangat.." tapi memang ayang yang kemas pun. aku ni memerintah je kerja, kesian ayang... whenever i want to clean the house, he will scold me and ask me to rest. he does not want anything to happen to me and our baby. this is all because of the complications i suffered lately.

i had chances to chat with mak, we discussed about the due date of my pregnancy which will be on the first hari raya. mak said that she will be tired to take care of me and she thinks it would be a good idea to hire someone to take care of me and the baby during my confinement. mak had already asked kak milah to do it and and she asked for Rm700 for 1 month. it's quite expensive for me, but taking into consideration that it will be during the raya's month, mak said it is reasonable. yelah.. kenalah berjimat-cermat from now on.

right now, i'm busy finishing all the syllabus especially for my insurance law and business law classes. only 3 weeks left before the study week begin and my student will sit for their final exam on 20th april. i really hope that i will not suffer any symptoms for this 3 weeks because i had enough and i really want all the works to be settled before the exam. i'm praying for my health and hope everything will go as i plan it to be.. insyaAllah.