good luck to the kiddies...

uitm mid semester holiday is about to over, and can't believe that time goes by so fast... i'm in my 32-33 weeks now and it is about 6-7 weeks more for the D date.. i'm actually nervous but for the time being, i have to ignore the feelings first and focus on finishing the syllabus as many as i can... i planned to finish my slides during this break, but plan is just plan and my wish do not come true.

now, the uitm mooting team for lawasia is busy training for the competition which will be held next weekend... so far, all the administrative work (hotel booking etc) have finished. ummi and dr.irwin is busy with the practice. i help sometimes but both of them spent a lot of time with the kiddies, preparing them for the battle.. hehe... i cannot come at night because ayang always come back home late, and i'm afraid to drive alone especially during this crucial period of time

thanks to mr.rajesh as well because he also helps these two-three days. dr.irwin thinks that the moot club should appoint him as one of the advisors, so that he can help. and i also think that he should be appointed, i'll talk with dr.bahrin next week for his appointment.

so, just want to wish the best of luck to the mooting teams, insyaAllah, we'll bring back the national title and represents malaysia for international round...

today's update....

semalam ayang bawak dinner kat tony roma's... my baby and me had a lot.. (kickin' shrimp, chicken salad and chocolate avalanche) hahaha, makan macam dah setahun tak makan... ayang macam biasela, mesti order lamb chop well done.. lepas makan, we all terus balik, tapi on the way to car, i felt a bit of contraction, but it lasts within 10 seconds je, lepas tu takdela lagi...

and disebabkan makan ice cream kat tony roma's tu, my flu belum baik2 lagi, malam masa nak tido, ayang marah sebab makan ice cream.. hahaha, padan muka saya... anyway, semalam memang tak dpt tido langsung, sebab my throat sakit sangat2, sekejap2 terjaga and tengok ayang tido best je... takpela, kesian dia penat, lagipun dia dah belanja makan besar.. hikhik...

actually, i have class at 2pm, but now tiba2 nak update blog sebab sekejap lagi tutorial je, soalan tutorial pun dah ready... i'm thinking of finishing my slides while the students are doing their exercises, baru sem ni nak buat slide for business law because past semsters, i only based my lecture with my notes that i printed for my students, but this time around, i think i'm going to give lecture by showing them power point slides, already finished 3 lectures and i found that it works!

ok peeps.. only that to update, this evening nak pegi wash and blow my hair and ahead to selangor food fest at sacc.. anyone nak join?

mood swing.. lalala..

sejak akhir2 ni, aku sangat sensitif... selalu inginkan perhatian, inginkan layanan istimewa dan kalau boleh, inginkan segala2 nya untuk aku... everything is about me and just me... aku rasa aku mesti dilayan macam puteri raja dan dihargai setiap masa...

tapi tak semua orang boleh layan aku... semua ada tanggungjawab masing2...

tanggungjawab kerja aku pun kena dibereskan... koordinator program request kalau boleh aku habiskan silibus sebelum aku maternity leave.. aduis, nasib baik jugak jadual dan beban tugas semester ni tidak terlalu berat, alhamdulillah...

sekarang ni aku tengah selsema dan batuk tahap tak best punye, badan pun macam lemah, hari ni aku mc sebab nak berehat je kat rumah... ye, aktiviti hari ini ialah tidur dan tidur selepas makan ubat batuk yang kuat... aku cume risau kalau2 sakit ni akan effect baby, mintak2 la my baby strong, bukan macam mama die...

sekarang dah pkl 8.30 malam and ayang masih lagi belum balik, maybe tengah jem kat highway, ayang sekarang pun selalu balik lambat, banyak sangat keja, die selalu mengadu tapi kadang2 aku bagi support, kadang2 aku marah die balik lambat.. ntahlah, mood aku ni swing2, sometimes i can be a perfect wife yang memahami tuntutan kerja suami ku tapi kadang2 aku terlalu mementingkan diri sendiri dan menganggap yang die sengaja balik lambat sebab dah tak nak tengok aku yang semakin hari semakin membesar dengan jaya nya.. hahaha..

inilah yang aku boleh katakan bahawa mood pregnant woman ni selalu berubah2.. sekejap2 baik, bila angin datang semua orang aku nak marah... tapi yang selalu menjadi mangsa kemarahan aku ialah ayang tercinta.. kesian dia, betul cakap dia, nasib baik dia mempunyai tahap kesabaran yang tinggi, dengan kerja lagi, dengan melayan kerenah aku lagi...

ya Allah, aku berharap agar Engkau bahagiakan lah rumahtangga aku ini dan jauhkan sebarang malapetaka dan bencana menimpa keluarga yang baru kami bina ini... semoga dengan kedatangan ahli baru nanti, aku akan lebih ceria dan lebih tabah menempuh kehidupan... amin...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAZLINA!

it is 12.19am, 6 mei 2009... it's my birthday today... i turn 27 today.. syukur alhamdulillah, i'm a year older now... semoga Allah memanjangkan umur saya, so that i can live to see my children grow up, to love ayang more and more each day, to take care of my parents and of course to serve my beloved students.. hihi..
i love to live with the facts that i'm celebrating my birthday as a wife to the most dearie person in my life and as a mother-to be too...
ayang brought me to a nice dinner just now...
mak and abah also just called... wishing me my birthday...
ayep also called...i'm glad they still remember my birthday... and maybe that's because i never forgot theirs as well..
we'll spend this weekend at mahathir's house, to celebrate my birthday, addin and nana's birthday, mother's day and also sis and abang haridan's anniversary..
we'll be having so much fun and laughter this weekend...

it's a boy...

the baby that i'm pregnant with is a boy.. and this was confirmed last saturday by our doctor. we saw the tiny and little penis pointed out by the doctor during the scan.. i'm so happy, happy and happy... it's my wish come true.. so ayang, takleh lah nak manje2 kan baby sangat sebab baby boy tak bole manje2, kena strong, kan abah?? hehe..

we bought this one car seat last week, it costs us RM307.. wargh, tensionnya sebab macam kena tipu dengan amoi salesgirl tu.. macam kena pukau masa beli that car seat sebab amoi tu cakap RM207, tapi bila bayar kat kaunter, RM307.. tapi kitorang bayar je tanpa banyak soal.. hahaha,

lepas tu kan, we all punye famous amos siap tertinggal kat mane2 ntah! sedih mommy nak makan tak dapat, tapi hari sabtu tu sebelum pegi party adela, ayang singgah beli kat ikano.. sayang ayang sebab dia tgk mommy nangis2 teringin nak makan biskut famous amos! ntah ape2 la..

weheee... finish up this semester!

I’m relieved that I finished my entire syllabus today. I will do an extra class for revision for my Insurance Law and Law of Association tomorrow and next tuesday. Next week will be a more relaxing week for me except that i have to live with the fact that I need to mark several students’ assessment. I want to get enough rest next week so that when the exam starts, I can have full attention to finish up my writing on this one article. Hopefully, I can publish the article before I give birth to my child. InsyaAllah.

tired of everything...

i'm not feeling well lately.. buat kerja sikit pun dah penat, ayang said maybe it's one of the symptoms of pregnancy.. but my strenght has changed.. the strong part of me has dissapeared.. yesterday, i called sis and she said that i tercungap2 cakap dengan dia... and when i was about to mark the rest of the opinion writing scripts, jantung macam berdebar2 and macam sesak nafas. makan pun macam takde selera, semua benda makan tak habis.. tidur pun macam tak nyenyak..

rumah tu tak payah nak cakap lah macam mana.. bersepah tak ingat nye.. baju pun dah 3 bakul tak berlipat.. dapur pun dah almost 2 weeks tak bermop and tak berasap... i'm too tired to cook and do any house work.. ya allah, tolonglah kurangkan dugaan ini..

please help me, i want the strong me, who can stay at the office and finish up work... there are too many student assessment that need my utmost attention.. i'll be going back to batu pahat this evening, i'm actually afraid to travel because the last time when we went back to malacca i suffered from bleeding.. hope this time around it will be fine...

i'm hoping that things get to normal back because i'm so missing my old me...