10 unforgettable memories of 2010

we are moving towards the end of the year and it has been a while since i wrote the last post. i have been very busy with works, family and etc. if i have free time, i will use it wisely and that means to spent the time with hubby and adam.

2010 will end in few days. too much things happened this year. i can't hardly write it all here but am trying to list it as far as i can recall so that some time in future, when i read back my blog, i will remember it as my 2010 memories....

10 unforgettable memories;

1. visit to washington d.c and new york on march to accompany the 2010 phillip c. jessup national champion; what a great memory with the mooters (azinuddin + sheekira , hazralika, faez, afif and hilwa) and my two colleague. thanks to dr posiah for a very welcoming and delightful stay at d.c

2. adam 1st hospitalization at demc section 9. he was admitted for rotavirus infection for 8 days in april. luckily he recovered well but hubby and me were at difficult time during adam's admission.

3. adam's first birthday party on 23 september 2010. i invited only closest friends because of budget constraint. abah, mak, nurul & iffa were also there. he got a lot of nice presents; thanks for everyone who attended.

4. hubby resigned from his high paying job in zico. it was tough time for him to decide whether to stay at zico as practicing corporate lawyer or to take up the young lecturer scheme offered by uitm to pursue his master degree and to bacome a lecturer like me. he ended up choosing the same path i chose (part of it was because of my influence).

5. my first hari raya with the in laws. i thought i would feel awkward but it was unforgettable moment. hari raya with ayang's family was really fun.

6. kak win's married! all the family had been waiting for her wedding and 2010 finally brings hapiness to my dear cousin. wish her happiness forever with abang jamal and the kids;

7. abah and mak perform hajj. abah and mak had been waiting to perform hajj for a very long time and their wishes came true this year.

8. adam's second admission at demc section 14. this time around, his lymphocyte count was high and the doctor also suspected blood cancer. it was a very painful and sad moment for both hubby and me waiting for the blood test result. luckily for us, adam was infected by viral fever; but the virus normally attacks adult. so now, every time adam got fever, i am a little bit traumatic.

9. moving out from denai alam - we have to move out from denai alam as the owner sold the house and the new owner wants to move in. we moved from denai alam to bukit subang. i was so sad when we moved out as i love the denai alam's house so much (even though we were just renting) - now we live happily at bukit subang.

10. our second anniversary - hubby treated me for a nice brunch at the spread, gardens hotel. thanks ayang, we should have nice buffet lunch or dinner once a while to treat ourselves for being good partner and fantastic parent!

so that's it. 2010 live me with the good and the bad memories that eventually taught me many things.... i learned a lot and very thankful to Him for giving me all things the world could ever offer to me.

for ayang, i love you so much. adam, mama will always love you and will always treasure every moment we have. for abah and mak, i am lucky to have you as my parents and to have you around when i need you both.

thanks to everybody who had give me unforgettable moments of 2010...........

i pray that 2011 will offer me many things that i hope for..... AMIN.....

goodbye 2010 and welcome 2011......

pening kepala marking paper...
ni dok relaks jap..
baru lepas sembahyang zohor, nak tunggu asar sekali...
tiba2 teringat adam, nak call nursery tapi handphone tertinggal kat rumah...
mama adam sekarang memang cepat lupa... hish...

dah lama sangat tak update apa dalam blog ni..
banyak sangat keja nak settle lepas balik washington and new york hari tu.
assessment student pun belum habis marking, kalau la ada mesin marking paper kan best.
masuk je paper student dalam mesin tu, keluar2 dah siap marking plus comment sekali.
hahaha, memang best gila kalau ada mesin macam tu, kan?
so takdalah isu pensyarah bias ke apa...

oklah, merapu dah ni... jomlah habiskan tanggungjawab menanda kertas jawapan student ku yang tercinta...

oh jap lupa, ayang dah failkan income tax tadi, aku kena bayar rm34.26 sen je.. terus pegi bayar kat cimb tadi... thanks ayang, kalau nak tunggu saya memang tak terfail lah income tax tu...

new year 2010....

happy new year everyone.... even though it's 2nd january today, i think it's not too late for me to wish all a very happy endings for 2009 and a very happy beginning for 2010...

as for me, 2009 has been a very great year.... why? adam of course....

2010 vision? haha, never think of it actually.. semua orang sibuk tanya azam tahun baru bila start new year... pada aku new year setiap tahun adalah sama... every year i celebrated it with my family cuma tahun ni with ayang's family... went to jusco to buy adam's new apparel and ayang's shirt. i bought nothing; let's just say nothing that i desire (which is not so true... teringin jugak nak grab 1 or 2 handbags or perfumes; but melambak sangat handbags and perfumes kat rumah). at night, we all dinner at this kedai makan at alor gajah which the sotong goreng tepung like not-so-crunchy cekodok! sungguh hampeh; (suddenly teringat sotong goreng tepung kat nyonya kitchen yang memang so yummy....)

anyway, as for my azam... let say this year's mission is to slim up my body... adam pun dah 3 months old, so mama's mission to reduce weight will begin soon...

one more thing, if lama sangat tak nampak blog ni update; faham2la... i'm a mummy who sometimes nak bukak facebook pun tak sempat.........

wish you all a very happy new year..... below are photos taken masa nabil's wedding at sunway..

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!

yuhuuu... lagi dua hari habis tempoh berpantang.............
lepas ni boleh la berjalan2 keluar rumah tanpa rasa bersalah..........
dah boleh la makan makanan yang tak dapat makan masa berpantang.......
but, have to maintain weight.... kalau tak doktor marah, ayang pun lari.... hahahahaha
oh lupa... hari ni takda mood nak makan........... sebab nak muntah marking assignment student!!!!!!!!!!

pengalaman melahirkan permata hatiku

hi peeps.. sorry i took a long time to share my experience giving birth to my son. ni barula rasa sihat betul2 sebab semalam dah bukak klip yang melekat kat perut ni... lepas tu barula bebas sikit pergerakan.

pengalaman melahirkan anak pertama aku bermula pada pagi hari raya ketiga; 22 september 2009. aku bangun tido macam biasa, dah mandi, sarapan lepas tu lepak jap dengan ayang kat bilik, ingatkan nak siap2 gosok baju sebab mak long buat kenduri rumah baru dia, tiba2 rasa sakit sangat perut....

aku mati2 ingat nak buang air besar, tapi pegi toilet tengok ada blood, so jerit la panggil ayang.. ayang cepat2 decide nak pegi hospital sebab doktor kata kalau ada show (blood) cepat2 bawak ke hospital. bagitau dekat mak, but mak suruh rehat dulu, dia kata lambat lagi tu... so aku pun tido la kejap sampai dekat pukul 12 tengahari. perut dah semakin sakit, kalau ikut kiraan every half an hour. ayang buatkan susu enfamama untuk aku lepas tu kitorang terus ke putra hospital.

sampai sana doktor check, pintu rahim baru bukak 1.5 cm. doktor advise suruh stay hospital aja, aku macam malas, tapi mak and ayang suruh stay hospital. so, that night aku and ayang pun tido la hospital. tapi malam tu contractions lebih kuat.. every ten minutes aku rasa contractions...

tak lalu nak makan sebab teringin nak makan beriyani kenduri umah mak long

the next morning dr chew check lagi pintu rahim, baru bukak 3cm, dia decide untuk pecahkn waterbag and masukkan air so that pintu rahim boleh terbukak cepat.. after 2 long hours, pintu rahim terbukak dalam 4.5cm je. sakit yang amat allah je yang tahu... but i'm lucky ayang was there when i really need him... dia yang byk bagi encouragement and hope.. masa tu aku hanya mampu berselawat dengan harapan cepatla bersalin...

holding hands together

lepas 2 hours tu, doktor tak berani nak take any risk because kepala baby pun masih mendongak, so he decided for emergency operation. maka lebih kurang 2.45 petang, aku masuk operation theater (ot). masa tu aku dah tak fikir apa.. lantakla diorang nak buat apa kat aku janji sakit aku hilang...


masuk je ot, diorang bius aku kat tulang belakang. aku dapat rasa diorang belah perut tapi tak sakit. aku muntah2 lepas tu.. doktor keluarkan something dari perut pun aku dapat rasa, lepas tu tau2 je dah dengar suara baby nangis.. masa dengar suara baby nangis, aku pun nangis... 5 minit lepas tu, ada nurse ni bawak baby tu kat aku and suruh aku cium ubun2 baby and bisik kat telinga dia.. aku tak tau nak bisik apa cuma cakap.. "adam jadi anak yang baik ye.." masa tu kesan bius dah terasa... aku dah menggigil2 and asyik muntah aje....


aku dapat rasa doktor macam tengah geledah2 perut aku, mesti dia keluarkan tali pusat dan uri... lepas tu aku dapat rasa diorang lekatkan balik perut aku, tapi tak rasa sakit langsung. lebih kurang 3.30 aku keluar dari ot dalam keadaan menggigil2 dan muntah2.

muhammad adam naufal's first picture



keluar je dari ot, ayang, addin and nana dah sambut aku... lepas tu mak dah ada kat katil tunggu aku. aku nampak mak nangis and mak cakap muka baby sebijik muka aku... rambut lebat, mulut kecik, hidung kembang2 sikit... ada la feature2 mamak2 sikit. aku pun nangis dengan mak, cuma aku tak sure aku nangis sebab dah selamat lahirkan baby or sebab terlalu sejuk and menggigil2.

doktor mintak semua sedara-mara jangan ganggu aku sebab aku perlukan tido 8 jam lepas operation. malam tu yang aku ingat datang melawat: mak and abah melaka with amir, shida and nurul, maklong, sis and family, kakadin and family and mahathir and family... tapi aku tak dapat berbual sangat sebab terlalu letih dan mengantuk.. nurse dah pasang salur urine so that aku tak payah pergi toilet... aku tido sampai la pukul 9 pagi. itupun sebab ada nurse kejut nak bersihkan badan aku dan bukak salur urine.

mak long and family.. masa ni aku dah lalok semacam

mak's first grandson

lepas bukak salur urine, aku kena angkat untuk turun katil and mula berjalan. tapi allah je tahu sakit macam mana.. mula2 nak bangun tu aku sampai nangis. ayang takda masa tu sebab dia balik rumah untuk mandi... nurse yang papah aku pegi toilet and tukarkan pad semua.. masa tu dah takde perasaan malu langsung sebab sakit yang amat. lepas tukar pad, nurse tolong papah jalan2 so that aku tak rasa sakit2 sangat. doktor datang check and bagitau aku dah boleh balik hari tu jugak.


ayang sampai lebih kurang pukul 11.30 pagi, aku dah bersiap nak balik. nurse2 kat situ yang tolong kemas2 barang. lepas ayang bayar bil,mak and abah pun sampai untuk jemput aku.. kitorang pun bergerak lah balik rumah. bila sampai rumah, aku memang sangat lemah dan ayang suruh aku berehat je... sakit operation rasa sampai lebih kurang 5 hari barulah aku rasa betul2 sihat sikit.

ok peeps, have to go.. adam dah mula merengek2.. below is adam's picture immediately after delivery... will update later ok..

u know u love me... xoxo

what? 7 days to go...???

ish2.. takutnya... 7 hari lagi je nak bersalin????? last 2 weeks ada jugak rasa2 contractions, tapi bila dah balik batu pahat ni, makan macam2 dah rasa tak sakit2 pun.....

hopefully everything will go normally..............

takut?? excited??

i'm in my 37th week of my pregnancy.. doktor cakap dah full term, so anytime from now i can deliver my baby... plan to take leave next week, end of next week actually.. the lecturer who will replace me pun dah report duty last tuesday.. hopefully everything will go as planned... but still, i'm not yet ready if the baby decides to leave "hotel mama" now.. so, hopefully my baby belum nak check out lagi, tunggu dah sampai bp baru check out ye baby mama sayang ni...

i already experienced mild contractions.. tu nak jalan pegi kelas pun dah slow je, but mak and ramai lagi suruh jalan kaki jugak banyak2 so that nak bersalin senang... ikutkan je lah... this week mood mengajar tu dah hilang, yang ada cuma mood nak cuti, mood nak hybernate and mood for motherhood... but it will happen only end of next week when i'm off to bp...

baby already take his position (head's down).. so, sekarang tengah berdoa banyak2 baby tak pusing2 lagi.. puasa pun belum buang lagi; alhamdulillah Allah memberi kesihatan yang baik dan tenaga yang cukup untuk berpuasa, tapi Dia juga Maha Mengetahui betapa laparnya hambaNya ini tatkala jam menjangkau pukul 5-6 petang...

i spent my merdeka holiday at bp.. sebab ada checkup kat putra hospital.. next checkup will be on 12 september.. was so happy dapat buka and sahur with my family.. dapat makan banyak makanan sedap2.. we all also celebrate abah's birthday.. all the family were there, mak long and kak im's family pun ada.. it was fun, but because it is ramadhan, i was too tired to gossip2 and berbual2 lama with mak long and mak.. too tired that night.. owh yea, lupa, sempat jugak belajar buat onde2 gula melaka dengan mak... so, lepas ni kalau agak2 teringin nak makan onde2 boleh dah buat sendiri.. hehehe...

inter part mooting competition will take place this weekend.. kesian diorang, because banner interpart kena bakar.. yang kena bakar part dacing je pulak tu, maybe ada orang tak gemar gambar dacing kat banner tu, tapi xpelah, in a way it was a good publicity.. hehe.. tapi still membazir je keluar duit mahal2 lepas tu ada pulak orang dengki...

ayang sekarang ni dah balik awal selalu sebab bulan puasa, tak pernah lagi tak buka puasa takde ayang.. tapi start 13 september nanti, ayang dah kena buka puasa sorang2, sian dia.. nanti bukan dia yang nangis kena buka puasa sorang2, aku yang nangis sebab terpaksa tinggalkan dia buka puasa sorang2, alahai sedihnya...

sekarang ni perasaan excited plus takut dah bercampur aduk, excited because i will welcome my baby to the world anytime now and takut for the pain during delivery of course... dah lah aku memang jenis tak tahan sakit.. sakit sikit pun dah nangis, macam mana lah nak tahan sakit melahirkan anak.. uish.. down deep my heart, i'm hoping that i will be one who doesn't feel a lot of pain during delivery but reality always wake me up.. memang aku akan tempuhi sakit nak beranak tu bila2 masa from now...

i always hope that ayang will be by my side during the delivery, takut2 dia tak sempat balik, baby dah lahir je, mesti i will be alone dalam labor room.. selalu cakap kat baby, kalau nak lahir, tunggu abah dia ada dulu.. hehehehe.. hope it works..

ok peeps.. have other things to settle.. nanti mungkin kat bp, i will update more...